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[introvertedself]

i know that i am going to hate this post and probably delete this later. but, being here seems as though this is the one thing i can relate to, or vent towards. this double life of two cities is old. coming back here means being somebody else at times and just having to accpet the things that have changed and deal with them when i am not ready to.

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[prego_amore]

as stupid as i am sometimes i will always love you chad and i'm sorry for all those times i was mean i just really care about you and everyone i've ever really been mean to. yeah...

[introvertedself]

its not you jean piece. its just me being torn.

[prego_amore]

i didn't think it was me i was just saying it just because.

[amour_de_mort]

i really hope you dont delete this
because i am really happy to see you expressing yourself more as chad the adult instead of chad the kid from agoura.

and when you come back, we have to make some phone calls.
you will come to my house
we will drink red wine
smoke dunhills
and tell the truth to the people we care about.
and i swear this wont be a plan that falls through.

[_stolenwings_]

before we left for break you said something about this whole double life thing. and i didn't really think about it until now. and how true it really is..except for me it's the opposite. i feel more comfortable down here than up in SF. but hopefully our friendship can last through both cities. call me dudddddde!

[tundra__desert]

the double life

[introvertedself]

ahh no worries ol' mike
its good to see and talk to the grundge anytime
and that tequilla will definitely be made use of next time

[gamallama]

good luck harrison!
i wish you were coming up to sf for new years, i don't think i'm doing anything on that eve, and the next day is my birthday. ah well.
san diego from the second through the fifth, biatch