there was a time i guess (though i would not admit it ( Read more... )

smoking butts
outta the ashtray
ooh theres a good one!
this is my excitement for the night!

wanna give up ( Read more... )

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failure

do you think that someone paints your mirror?
that shape that's in the mirror...
you swear it's not the same
you swallow your sleep
really... you can't remember
but you know you are not,
think you are not,
NO YOU ARE NOT;
who you used to be.

wish there was somethin i could say to you ( Read more... )

i hate this i hate this i hate this ( Read more... )

All eyes on the calendar ( Read more... )

is it bad that everynight this week my goal has been:
get fucked up enough to fall asleep