So, what to think....fucking child. I guess that is the first thing that comes to mind, but really I don't understand. The main reason.....she is incapable of explaining it. She's scared of me? or just doesen't want me to get aggravated about it. Her problem is that she put herself in the same situation that she ran away from in the first place. ( Read more... )

I have to admit that I have been ever so confused lately. I live in a world enshrouded in distrust, disbelief, and curious as to why things arent as they are supposed to be. Of course I am complaining about girl problems, what else would it be? In anyones life when words like enshrouded and discontent come up of course you are talking about how the ( Read more... )

5am….Its funny how the body cant sleep when the mind is thinking about something else. We are always unconsciously thinking about what is going on. I learned in Microbiology that living cells react to their environment. I always knew this, but for some reason now it makes more sense. In my conscious mind, I lay in bed thinking I am alone. ( Read more... )

So I started to wonder what it would be like right now if none of this hurricane shit would have happened. I would have stayed with Alexa only one night at Bills and then we would have gone home. The next night we would have went out to Bourbon….Curious what would have happened. I think Eric would have been there and how would have worked out? She ( Read more... )

So we have been staying in my apartment since saturday. It really has been a good time though. School got cancled and stuff which is really awesome I guess until the end of decemter when we will have to make it up. I wish they would just pretend that it doesent exist. That would be awesome. So me and Alexa have been together since Friday. It really ( Read more... )

So last night was way cool. Honestly though it started out kind of stupid. I got a call from Collin that everyone was goign out and they wanted me to meet them. So of course I was down. I got there only about thirty minutes after he called and hung out for a minute. Then he was talking about going home because his stomach hurt. Granted I could ( Read more... )

So I wrote a lot last night, but it got deleted somhow. O well at least I got it out of my head. I dont care so much anymore. I think the main thing right now is My friend Katie. Man I like her. I always have. She is beautiful, cool, easy to talk to, and I know she has always felt the same way about me. The ironic thing is, she has a boyfriend. ( Read more... )

Man tonight was totally cool. We had a bunch of people at my house. Just drinking and eating good food. Hahah We actaully got up and blew some fire. Yeah if you werent there you missed out. No worries if you want to see what we were talking about, just come over sometime. Either way it was almost a perfect night. I had a really good time. either ( Read more... )

What the hell is wrong with girls? I mean really I don't understand. One minute they are all up and happy and then the next they are down. I dont get why they dont know what they want. First they are all for you and wanting to be with you and then they dont at alll. They always seem to talk to you for a little while and then just drop you off and ( Read more... )

It's really weird how life works sometimes. It’s like a constant motion of ups and downs that just never really seem to end. One week I am happy and the next something seems to be going wrong. It’s just little things really, but sometimes a few big problems get thrown in. Then in the middle of it all you find a hundred dollars ( Read more... )