Here is, I think a list of my fics to date.
For the record ** means that it's new, or at least new to the fic list.
Edit (4/2/10): Alright, so I didn't like the # setup. As opposed to completely tearing down all the stories I wrote and don't like, I've revamped the list. It's now mostly in alphabetical order instead of by pairing, and the older stuff that I didn't like has been moved to a slush pile at the bottom. You're still welcome to read of course. It was mostly just for my peace of mind.
Edit (7/17/10):My apologies to anyone it matters to. I just realized there were a few fics I totally missed adding from last year. I just fixed it. <3 Hope Unfounded, Sunday Morning and When Falling are "new" but not actually new. The rest marked with ** are actually recent. XD On a side note, "Keeping Secrets" is getting it's own section between one-shots and multiparts because what was supposed to be a one-shot became two one-shots and now a bunch of separate fics that all happen to go together, kind of like Doubleverse.
Oneshots (alphabetical)
Title: A Familiar Rhythm
Prompt: 100 Moods #18 Content
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Roy and Ed interacting at Al's wedding. Title: All Our Broken Pieces
Fandom: FMA
Prompt:
kink_bingo Amputee Fetish
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Just what the prompt would suggest **Title: All The Right Moves
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
One of the advantages of a steady relationship. Written for fma_fic_contest prompt 62 "Quiver" Title: Another Round
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Gen
Rating: PG
Summary:
The things Al puts up with for his brother... Title: Blind Devotion
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Edxfem!Ed
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed/fem!Ed blindfold sex. Enough said. Title: Burning Down
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxOlivia
Rating: NC-17
Prompt:
kink_bingo Rough Sex
Summary:
right now it doesn’t matter, because the world’s on fire and together they’re burning to the ground.. Title: Bury Me In Roses
Prompt: 100 Moods #98 Vulnerable
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
An experiment using a different writing style and different perspective from my usual work. Roy's PoV marveling at what Ed has become to him. Title: By Sunrise
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Ed/Ed
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Just some random Ed/Ed smut. Total PWP. Written in the Dirge of the Fallen verse (which isn't posted to comms yet...)
Title: By The Light of the Moon
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Besides, Roy had a huge bed. What would he care Ed borrowed some of it? Goes with “When Morning Comes”
Title: Charade
Prompt: 100 Moods #2 Amused
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Ed goes through a new girl every week, and he always comes back to the same person to whine about it. Title: Cinders
Prompt: 100 Moods #86 Sinful
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
1000 words of absolutely nothing but smut. Title: Cursum Perficio
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Today was a day more painful then most, and he just wasn’t ready to pretend that life went on without a hint of regret. Title: Cloud Nine
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed's having a naughty dream... much to Roy's discomfort. Title: Enough
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Ed succeeds in getting Al's body and his limbs back, only to be left with the guilt his methods inspired. **Title: Faulty Memory
Fandom: FMA
Characters: Ed, Roy (genfic)
Rating: G
Summary:
Mustang was different and it just wasn't fair. Spoilers for manga chapter 102
Title: Fidelidad De Amor
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxHavoc
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
This was the result of his transgressions, the limbo that was neither grace and forgiveness, nor nearly enough punishment for his crimes.. Title: Fluorescents
Prompt: 100 Moods #66 Naughty
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Apartment building stairwell smut.. Title: For the Love of the Elements
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
A bit of a relationship study, the way the years change Ed, and their dynamic in turn. Title: Fractures and Faultlines
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: HeixEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary: This is the revamped version of my Iron Smut entry.
Unable to face Ed’s eyes any longer, Alfons leaned forward, kissing him like they had all the world to lose, and perhaps they did. Title: Give
Prompt: 100 Moods #84 Sad
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: R
Summary:
Ed's PoV, waffling over his decision to leave the way he did. After “Gone” before “Home”
Title: Gone
Prompt: 100 Moods #22 Crushed
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: Just barely NC-17
Summary:
Roy tries to sort out why Ed would just up and leave without so much as a word, when they seemed to be happy. Precursor to “Give” and “Home”
Title: Hangups
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxRoy
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Roy's having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that he's attracted to someone who isn't female. Title: Hallowed
Fandom: FMA
Prompt:
kink_bingo Collars
Pairing: EdxRoy
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
In a particularly pleasant mood, Ed had taken it upon himself to help, which mostly amounted to puzzling over what possessed Roy to keep half this junk. Title: Here Beneath the Rain
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Water pelts a tuneless symphony across our shoulders, falling in sheets from the heavens. Title: Home
Prompt: 100 Moods #3 Angry
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
The final part to 'Give' and 'Gone'. **Title: Hope Unfounded
Prompt: 100 Moods #26 Determined
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Ed comes home from the other side of the gate to find Roy is no longer where he left him. Ed trudges out to Roy's post to give him a piece of his mind. #Title: Housewarming
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
In fact, if not for the brownies, he probably would have gone years and been none the wiser. **Title: Ice and Fire
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Roy/Ed
Rating: PG
Summary:
I was asked for an angsty fic with a happy ending and ended up with this. **Title: Inebriety
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Roy/Ed
Rating: Hard R... maybe NC-17
Summary:
A drunken roll in the sheets. Title: It All Comes Down To
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Roy/Ed
Prompt: 100 Moods #8 Awake
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Shameless shower smut. I haven't decided if I like it or not, yet. Title: Losing Face
Prompt: 100 Moods #79 Rejected
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Ed does not take rejection terribly well. Title: Misunderstandings
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxHei
Rating: Rish
Summary:
The things that ought to have made him less attractive, just… didn’t. Title: More Than Words
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: G
Summary:
Ed discovers a love for classical music **Title: Monsters and Shadows
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG 13
Author's Note: Side story to
If I Should DieSummary:
Written for an icon meme. It takes place during the earlier chapter of If I Should Die. Mostly an excuse to look at things from Ed's PoV. Title: Practical Application
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Ed/Ed
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed and Edward try to sort out the intricacies of having a sexual relationship. Written in the Dirge of the Fallen verse (which isn't posted to comms yet...)
Title: Pray for Rain
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Roy/Ed, Roy/Riza
Rating: NC-17
Note: Written for
fma_big_bangSummary:
Ed disappeared back through the gate a year and a half ago. It's taken that long for Roy to really come to terms with it, and now he's moved on in the belief that Ed is truly gone. It's working out well until a familiar face shows back up on his doorstep. **Title: Pretend
Fandom: FMA
Characters: Ed (genfic)
Rating: G
Summary:
Ed on a train. Won 2nd place for Promp 51 "pretend" Title: Rebuilding
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxRoy
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
In the end, they were left with a city of ruins, but at least it was still theirs. **Title: Revelation
Fandom: FMA
Prompt:
100moods #48 Guilty
Pairing: EdxRoy
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
A much darker take on the hurt/comfort theme. Warning for character death (not Roy or Ed) Title: Routines
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Hughes/Ed
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Shameless smut written for hikaru_9 in the same verse as "Substitutions". Title: Safe Harbor
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxRan Fan
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
He wondered when angry words turned into kisses in the dark, but supposed was thinking too hard about it. Title: Shadows
Prompt: 100 Moods #12 Broken
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Short, angsty thing. Title: Sick Day
Prompt: 100 Moods #89 Sick
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Sometimes comfort comes from unexpected places. **Title: Solace
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: G
Summary:
Roy is certain they both must be a bit masochistic. Won 2nd place for fma_fic_contest Prompt 58 "tender". Title: Some Things
Prompt: 100 Moods #80 Relaxed
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
After all this time, everything about their lives is different, but nothing between them has changed. Fluffy shower thing. Title: Standing By
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxRiza
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
She’d been there when he was young and reckless, too eager to pretend he was sure of himself to avoid the inevitable failures his cockiness inspired. Title: Substitutions
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: HughesxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Distance was what he needed, distance and time to clear his head. **Title: Sunday Morning
Fandom: FMA
Prompt: 100 Moods #57 Lazy
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Fluffy, shameless mostly plotless smut. Title: Sway
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxHei
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
A gift for darkblysse for the last sweet charity auction. I finished it and then forgot to actually post it. The prompt she gave me was stripping and a lap dance and I am apparently unable to take things like that at face value. Title: The Binds That Tie
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Slightly more vanilla than "When Giving In", but more bondage porn. Title: The Cost of Living
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: Gate!Ed/Ed, implied Roy/Ed
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own FMA or it's characters and all that jazz
Warnings: Excessive violence and rape and stuff.
Author's note: Thanks a bunch to
hikaru_9 for all your help with this. Happy birthday, deary!
Summary:
You have nothing left to give. Did you not just say that? Title: The Greatest of These
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Why yes I did in fact write a fic based on a Bible Scripture that happens to have some smut…(only a teensy bit, like, doesn't even really merit the NC-17 rating) Title: The Last Time
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
This was the last time he was going to go through the motions; pretend he was doing what was best for Ed Title: The Merits of Getting Lost
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: LingxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
That first five minutes after he’d arrived, he should have known what was being pulled over on him.. Title: The Way We Fall
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Ed nearly kills himself saving Roy from a building under attack. Title: Things Left Unsaid
Prompt: 100 Moods #81 Relieved
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
This place had somehow become their sanctuary despite everything, a wall against a cruel world. Title: Under The Sun
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Chapter 102 of the manga
Summary:
He had the sun itself sprawled out at the other end of his couch and yet he could only sit in a darkness that stretched out into eternity Title: Watching You Walk Away
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Roy wonders why Ed's calling him a coward when he's the one walking away all the time. Title: What I Should Have Said
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
I think maybe I owe you an apology. **Title: When Falling
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxRiza
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
I wrote this for a prompt over at the kinkmeme. The request was Ed/Riza "Ed is more grown up than they think". It was too much fun to write not to go ahead and post.. Title: When Giving In
Fandom: FMA
Prompt:
kink_bingo Bondage (Tied Down)
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed gets talked into letting Roy tie him up. Title: When Morning Comes
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
When he tilted his neck back, he found the source of this black thing that was assaulting his nose was Roy Mustang, whose hair was an unruly mop, bent on dominating Ed’s face it would seem. Goes with “By The Light of the Moon”
Title: When the Storm Breaks
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Some days, it's hard for Roy to admit the truth of what's between them. Title: Without Hope
Prompt: 100 Moods #25 Depressed
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Roy out in his emo cabin missing Ed. Keeping Secrets 'Verse (one sided Ed/Roy?) Roughly Chronological
**Title: Keeping Secrets
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: One sided Ed/Roy
Summary:
The evolution of attraction. Mostly just an excuse to play with writing in present tense and write Ed jerking off. **Title: Dreaming in Color
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: 100moods #32 Embarrassed
Pairing: One sided Ed/Roy
Summary:
The day after **Title: In Ruins
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: 100moods #32 Embarrassed
Pairing: One sided Ed/Roy
Summary:
Sequel to Dreaming in Color Doubleverse (RoyxEdxEd) Roughly Chronological
Title: Better Than One
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEdxRoy
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
How was he supposed to know that the Ed who was sitting on his couch was not his Ed? Title: Hesitation
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed wakes up the morning after, confronted with... himself. Takes place after "Better Than One"
Title: Click and Flash
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEd, Implied RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Roy wakes Ed and Edward taking a picture of them all snuggled together and faces the wrath that is Edward Elric times two. Title: For Roy
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEd, Implied RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Ed trying to convince himself he's only trying to cheer Edward up for Roy's sake. Title: State of Denial
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
It disturbs and confuses Ed that he's attracted to Edward. Title: Fleeting
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
No one likes to be alone. Multipart Fics (Alphabetical)
Title: Blood and Ashes
Status: Continuing
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
This began as a one-shot written for a kink meme. There was a request for more and so I'm currently working to oblige. Title: If I Should Die
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: Hard R
Summary:
I wrote this for a prompt over at the kinkmeme. The request was "Roy ends up maimed in some way, maybe from being captured/tortured; Ed is the one who finds/rescues/takes care of him". Title: Lines Drawn in the Sand
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
This is a genderswitch fic that started with an Iron Smut competition a long time ago. Yay for five chapters of girl!Roy or something. Title: No Regrets
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed’s acting strangely, and Roy can’t resist trying to crack a coded note in his attempts to figure out why. Gosh, why do I fail so hard at summaries? Title: Song of the Broken Hearted
Status: Continuing
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd, Alter!RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
This is meant to be post!movie. Ed is forcing himself to move on, and learning to accept being in our world. Roy, on the other hand, is trying to find a way to bring him home. An accident leaves them both in an emotional and moral dilemma. Seeing Double (Song of the Broken Hearted Side Story)
Pairing: RoyxEdxAlter!Roy
Rating: NC-17
Why pick one when you can have both? Not actually part of the story line. Title: War Games
Status: On Hold
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Mostly an Ed torturefic, because I’m mean like that. Slush Pile- Oneshots
Title: Happy Birthday
Prompt: 100 Moods #1 Accomplished
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
It's Roy's birthday, and Ed wants to surprise him with something. Title: Resolutions
Prompt: 100 Moods #92 Surprised
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
Fluffy New Year's fic #Title: When the Rain Came
Prompt: 50 Keepsakes #5 Letters
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Ed writes a letter to Roy. #Title: The Day You Kissed Me
Prompt: 50 Keepsakes #31 First Kiss
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Roy contemplates over his and Ed's first kiss as he watches Fullmetal sleep years later. #Title: A Place That’s Ours
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Something epic fail I wrote before I realized the stupid that is songfics. #Title: A Moment’s Peace
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Angst angst angst... Also character death, but not Ed or Roy. #Title: Between Love and Hate
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
He didn’t expect Ed to advance on him, didn’t expect the fist in his face, sending him sprawling onto the floor. Title: Experiments in Sensitivity
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Roy notices that since Ed got his limbs back, his newly human arm and leg are very sensitive, and can't resist trying to find out exactly how sensitive they are. Title: Red Satin
Prompt:
kink_bingo Crossdressing
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Ed gets himself locked into being a girl for Halloween. #Title: Stained Glass Windows
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Ed swooning over the way Roy kisses. Possibly the cheesiest thing I've ever written. #Title: It Must Have Been The Mistletoe
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Obligatory cliché Christmas fic. Title: When No One’s Watching
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: EdxIzumi
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
It wasn’t until she was home, alone in the room she’d once shared with a man she loved, drunk on too much alcohol and painkillers the doctor had prescribed for her worsening condition, that it became too much. Title: Simulacrum
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEnvy, Implied RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Nothing is ever exactly as it seemsWarnings: Violence and implied character death.
#Title: Ames En Piene
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: LustxRoyxHavoc
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Lust’s nails drove deeper into his stomach, blood trickling down the front of his uniform. Warnings: Warnings: Very squicky and bloody. Not meant to be sexy by any means. Spoilerish to some extent of chapters 38 & 39 of the manga.
Title: That Which We Cannot Have
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: One-sided WinryxEd, WinryxEd’s automail
Rating: NC-17
Prompt:
kink_bingo Fucking Machines
Summary:
I’m certain this wasn’t what they actually meant with that prompt, but here’s to a little creative license. Slush Pile - Multiparters
#Title: I Hate You
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Longest fic I ever wrote. It clocks in at 58 chapters. Originally it was supposed to be 10 chapters of mostly fluff and somehow it turned into an angsty war story.Just fair warning, I stopped writing it for about a year and a half and there are a few plot inconsistencies. I'll probably rewrite it eventually, but in the meantime... #Title: Seki No Amatsu
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Please oh please do not judge my writing on this fic. It was the first FMA story I ever wrote, and it is glaringly obvious that I hadn’t seen the whole series yet and didn’t have much fanficcing experience. #Title: To Hear Your Voice Again
Status: Discontinued
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: PG
Summary:
Discontinued Sequel to Seki No Amatsu. I may finish it someday.. #Title: Walking on Diamonds
Status: Complete
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Another OLD fic I wrote that isn’t very good, by my standards at least. Lots of fluff, though. #Title: The Mistake I Didn’t Make
Status: Discontinued
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxRiza, EdxOC, RoyxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
I stopped writing this one and now I can’t remember what it was about. If I ever remember, I’ll finish it. #Title: Claddagh
Status: Discontinued
Fandom: FMA
Pairing: RoyxEd, One sided WinryxEd
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Yet another older fic. It’s incomplete because I took a long writing hiatus and promptly forgot most of the stories I was writing. I’ll get back to this one once I track down my notes.