My current horoscope ( Read more... )

lately ( Read more... )

2009 is over! unbelievable ( Read more... )

it's been a crazy several months. i'm pooped and i want to rest. tonight i'm going to eat takeout salvadorean food, smoke lots of weed, and read "master and margarita." i haven't read a book in russian in a long time, the old vocabulary is getting rusty ( Read more... )

it seems like everyone is talking about being somewhat lonely and overall upset. not everyone i guess, some people. i definitely feel this way. i feel like i can't even like anyone anymore. like i'm just going to get old and shrivel up and never even be in love again. i had fun for a while. now all i want to do is stay in bed and read all day. ( Read more... )

one of the things i really miss about having a boyfriend are consistent back rubs. i should cut the desk-job bullshit and get a manual labor job. no more stale, cramped up back/neck muscles. i'd prolly stop being such a fatty too. i look at myself and it's just sad.. i sit at a desk all day and crunch numbers and periodically go to the fridge for a ( Read more... )

i wonder what she feels like knowing those songs are about me.

life is getting better and better ( Read more... )

so it's true, life really does get more confusing the older you get ( Read more... )

it's funny how you can love someone so much and plan your whole life around them, be ready to do anything for them, and then find out that they're nothing like the person you thought they were. you start to recognize the things about them you always hated but refused to acknowledge. you see pictures of them with people you despise. you find out ( Read more... )