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[inuki42]

As long as I keep talking and responding, however irrationally, I am not a serious danger to myself, and not likely to be a serious danger to anyone else. When I stop responding, it may mean that I am a danger - or it may mean that at that moment, words saying "I care about you" aren't enough. Passive-aggressive, perhaps. But if I pull away after

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[stefficus]

you know... i always wondered how to explain, exactly, why i refused to tell the so-called "pros" any more than i was telling anybody else. that's a wonderful way to put it.

hope you're ok, chickie.

[inuki42]

I'll pull through eventually. :)

Trust is such a complicated thing... I just find it much easier to grant to someone if they're not afraid to be vulnerable, and I can see them as a human equal. It's hard to ignore the "client-counselor" relationship with a professional, who always has to maintain a distance and try not to get emotionally involved in your problems. Makes it hard for me to relate. *shrugs*

[oorlian]

*hugs*

It's hard to lend strength if it feels like you don't want it.

[lovefromgirl]

In that case:

*yells it across several states*

I CARE! ♥

Love from here, and many thanks to you for the times you've got me out of myself as well --

Cat

[inuki42]

*giggles* Thanks, Cat. :)

[yodaling]

*huggles* It's funny but I usually take not hearing from someone for a long time to be a good sign. You should post more though, regardless of the response it always helps to let stuff out if even just for yourself.

If you need some emotional outlets I've got anime and stuffies for you though. *giggles*

[inuki42]

Heh. I didn't intend for that to reflect on posting behavior - more on real-time conversation behavior, be it IRL, phone, AIM, whatever. I go through fits and starts of updating, and it doesn't always corellate to anything except my laziness at the time.

Anime? Oooh. u giv? :P