Title: Shake it.
Chapter: 1/3
Author: inv2
Fandom: The GazettE
Pairing: Aoi x Uruha
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: It’s short & emo.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: A prequel to
Bright Lights. It was like our relationship meant nothing to him.
I watched them, in the middle of the dance floor. I saw his hand caress the others shoulders and then his sides. I bit my lip hard, trying to concentrate on other things, other things that are not related to him.
Why should I care who gropes him? He’s not mine anymore.
I glanced around the table. Hoping something or someone will distract me from him. Then I saw Ruki, watching me from across the table. He frowned. I looked down. Why doesn’t he mind his own business?
“Aoi. Are you ok?”
I nodded absentmindedly. Doesn’t he get that I don’t want to talk about it.
“I’m going home. I don’t feel so good. Where’s Kai?”
“I saw him with Miyavi a few minutes ago…” Reita said, looking around the club.
“Do you need someone to accompany you home?” Ruki asked, a frown still settled on his face. I shook my head. Kai was supposed to take me home. Why did he leave me?
“No thanks… I’m fine.” I said as I stood up from the couch and headed to the exit.
Why did I have to go with them? It hurts so much to see him flirting with other people. We’ve only broken up for two days and he’s like that. It was like our relationship meant nothing to him.
I felt the cool air surround me as I got out of the dark, noisy club. I pulled my jacket closer and took out a cigarette.
“You know Uruha does stupid things when he’s drunk.”
I searched my pockets for a lighter, but there wasn’t any. I sighed and leaned against the wall, ignoring the voice behind me.
“Here…” Ruki held out his lighter. I took it and sat down on the floor.
“Yeah. That’s how we got together….” I said my voice barely audible. “I took him home. He confessed, saying that he loves me. I should have known better that it isn’t true. He was drunk.”
I gave the lighter back to Ruki and placed the cigarette back in the box. I didn’t feel like smoking anymore.
He frowned. “That’s not true Aoi. You’ve been together for almost eight months. Don’t you think if he didn’t love he’d left you right away?”
I shrugged and stared at the empty street before us.
“I don’t know Ruki. We we're on and off during those eight months because of his stupid drinking problem.”
I don’t know anything right now. I can’t feel anything but pain. I don’t want to feel anything anymore. I closed my eyes, trying to erase all the memories I’ve had with him. I don’t want anything anymore.
Notes: It's very very very short. well. All the files in my computer got deleted & idk who deleted it. FKJLASFKLJDSH. All that hard work. Anyway. I can't finish/do long fics because I'm busy with projects.
Well yeah. so. Comments are always ♥~ & they make me update faster.. :P harhar.