gosh i cant motivate myself to do anything these days...all i want to do is sit at home in my room...maybe i have mono or something...on sunday i was in bed for 6 hours in the afternoon, today i ditched 2 out of 3 classes and just sat at home doing nothing...i need professional help...please help

yeah i met someone but i dont think that it was from God....im weak right now and its easy to try and make someone fit into what i want...and to compromise...pray for strength and for my patience and Gods timing....i dont know who im talking to....i think that i just needed to write it out....im over it ( Read more... )

its been a while....well yeah im over this really big thing in my life and it just feels really good to be free...i want to know Gods plan for the rest of my life RIGHT NOW!! but im satisfied with His presence for now

last night i went to see Bill Wilson, for those of you who dont know who he is, he's the most amazing speaker ever. He runs the biggest sunday school in probably the entire world in New York. His church goes out and picks kids up in the worst neighborhoods and teaches them about Jesus, and hes the smartest man ive ever met, he knows everything ( Read more... )

yeah my best friend came home today and im so happy, i really missed her but when she was gone but i got alot closer to other people and that makes me happy too! im so thankful for all of my friends right now. just thinking about all of the fun times we've all had really makes me feel so blessed...i love you guys all so much and i thank god for all ( Read more... )

i just got back from the college retreat and i have to say that i will probably never be the same...to sum it up God is amazing and everyone that was there recieved visions for their lives...it was an amazing time of incredible worship and prayer...i saw my friends changing before my eyes, their faces visibly different because the grace of the Lord ( Read more... )

yeah so i caved and made a live journal...hahaha these things are funny , but i can definately see the use of having one now. this whole thing is kinda new for me so i wont spill my guts just yet...haha