I actually totally understand where your coming from. I don't have a life of my own it seems, I am doing everything that my dad wants me to do. I am going to the college he wants me to go to, my job is a place he wanted me to work, if the program I am majoring in is his decision. I do everything that everybody else wants me to do. All my friends who told me they would be there for me, are not there. I am all alone and that annoys me cause I am always there for them.
As for you, you are a great guy. I know we only talked on the internet but it was good getting to know you and everything. You have a great sense of humor and everything. Don't be upset because of everyone else.
John, you're an awesome guy :P I remember how much fun it used to be in the guidance office doodling on little don't-smoke papers. Sorry I haven't been around much...been so busy lately, and when I finally get a chance to sit down I end up falling asleep. But I know how ya feel, I've been going through a serious bout of depression too. Even been a little bit suicidal, but everytime the thoughts and feelings become ever so strong, I simply try to keep them as thoughts. *shrug*
Life sucks. Miss those days of being 10 years old and just running around without a major care in the world. But sadly, those days are gone.
I'ma drag you out whenever I get a car, just to let you know.
And concerning the thoughts and feelings, fucking call me!
I don't remember the no-smoking papers. God, my life was so fucked up then. I shoulda been fucked up, atleast it would explain why I don't remember alot. I do remember you though. I remember your smile the most [:.
And take the 10yrs old and make it a 7 [before i became aware of alot of things] and i totally agree. I just remembered racing hot wheel cars with my friend late at night on the kitchen floor. heh. I loved that car!
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As for you, you are a great guy. I know we only talked on the internet but it was good getting to know you and everything. You have a great sense of humor and everything. Don't be upset because of everyone else.
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Parents suck. Make your own decisions now before your able to learn.
Yup yup.
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Life sucks. Miss those days of being 10 years old and just running around without a major care in the world. But sadly, those days are gone.
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And concerning the thoughts and feelings, fucking call me!
I don't remember the no-smoking papers. God, my life was so fucked up then. I shoulda been fucked up, atleast it would explain why I don't remember alot. I do remember you though. I remember your smile the most [:.
And take the 10yrs old and make it a 7 [before i became aware of alot of things] and i totally agree. I just remembered racing hot wheel cars with my friend late at night on the kitchen floor. heh. I loved that car!
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