I remember why i don't drink now, it makes me feel all small and isignifigant, like I could do better, like I could be someone better. I do't drink because it takes away all of the walls that I have built. I get scared. I'm scared of the people that I've harmed someone finding me and killing me. I get irrational, I get impatient, I get whiney, and
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