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just..alot of shit going on...Dylan's barely able to handle living where he does...shit happened here at the house with the landlady..such a fucking bitch...last day of school is tomorrow and I have a shitload of work to do...so...yeah..still alot of stress floating around..that's ok...I'll just find a weak looking kid and beat the shit out of them ( Read more... )

Finding my freedom? I hate to say it, I had mine as soon as I met her. It was just the matter of leaving you. I wanted to before her, but after, I knew I had to. Anyway. This will be my last entry I'm going to move on and actually make something of my life. I've played around too fucking long with all of you. I'm going to grow up now and become the ( Read more... )

Can I say, that it's impossible to describe how I feel? I want to blame myself. I do. I want to hate myself, I'm trying. Let's explain this, since you whores still actually look at my journal. I didn't do shit to you. there's A,B, and C. A is an event. B is how one thinks of this event, and C is how they react. A affects B, and B affects C. I didn' ( Read more... )

I saw this coming. And I will blame myself. Why? because it's my fault for being the catalyst. I set it all off. Maybe what some of she said is true, but it's not. In all honesty, you were right too, there was a certain point to where it was doomed. It was the second I started having doubts. I took it too fast...Again, I'll apologize, and say that ( Read more... )

things WERE bad...till Sasuke hit me..XD;;; I told him "I wasn't in the FUCKING mood."then called him a fucking faggot...guess that was good...because it told him something was wrong...long story short, I told him the basics of what was going on...so he gave his input...and..wow...he puts up a good front, but in the end, he's a great guy...the kind ( Read more... )

Breaking down. I seriously need to do it. I need to vent everything out. I need a safe way to do it too. There, once again, are too many important people in my life to just go and do it. I can't believe it..I just want to be held..I want to cry..let it all out....but there's nobody close to hold me....It's bad........had a talk with her...I ( Read more... )

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So, I myself wiped the hard drive..didn't mess up thank god..heh...alot of stuff went on today I guess...Dylan called...we halfway made plans...but not really..nothing special...heh..talked with Kayla..she's feeling better..so I myself have stopped worrying so much, but I'm not so sure she's totally out of it...left without saying a word...kinda.. ( Read more... )