i love my life right now.

this journal is so depressing. i want to delete it but...i don't know. i think it's good to look back on this shit sometimes. this is a chapter of my life. i think i started this journal when i met big, and well this has the very end of it. i wish i still talked to her. but i know i can't. i'm still in love with her. the fact that i won't even say ( Read more... )

big has a new bf. she's happy. i asked her if it was over bewteen us and she said it was. normally i would just say she is bluffing. but this time, i know it's the truth. i couldn't make her happy anymore. so i guess i got closure. but why do i feel like shit?

forget you know me. forget we ever existed.

i love the way she calls me baby. even if we are just friends right now, it still makes my heart fill up.

so me and megan broke up. we've already broken up twice before this. but this time she broke up with me. i feel empty. like there's this huge hole inside me. i don't feel normal anymore. i just don't feel right. i'm completely lost without megan. i hate this feeling ( Read more... )

pirates 2 is awesome but the ending is just....ah. not fair? yes, not fair. clerks 2 is out friday. i am geeked.

You're a 90's kid if ( Read more... )

i got my license today. that was fucking awesome. it feels nice to know i can drive without my mom telling me what to do. yes!

i am so ready for summer. i will be driving with my lisence in a month (hopefully). i'm actually doing good at that whole driving thing. i just gotta work on the reversing and parking, etc. but yeah. my road test is in a month. i'm excited ( Read more... )