i am a chronic texter. a chronic texter that overly analyzes most everything and i've come to the conclusion that i chronically text, even in the company of friends or people, because i feel mostly alone if the situation is 'chill' and sometimes a wireless connection is far more engaging and distracting from my own thoughts. i am completely ( Read more... )

i was going to do a survey but realized my answer to one of the questions would be completely obvious even though i think my top eight is invisible. nonetheless, three of out the eight are friends (two of which are females) and the rest are family so... obvious answer makes answering said question less fun ( Read more... )

most memorable quote of the week even though, technically, i did not remember it because i read it in my sleep: fuck that, i'm a cuddling machine

i am very aware of even the less obvious faults i have and on daily basis attempt to fix said flaws and to change a lot of things about myself, the way i think or the way i do things or whatever it may be and though i am aware of a lot, i do not understand and cannot figure out why i think a certain way or why on some days i am doomed to feel a ( Read more... )

by summer, i hope to be moved out into my own apartment with 2 roommates. now i will obsessively plan every detail and figure out what i need to buy and how much i need to save for this to happen. no drunken parties at my place though, milo is likely to rip some lush's arm off with his teeth.

i am exhausted far too often and in turn, it makes me overly emotional. the slightest thing can make me feel awful and i have a tendency to cry over things i otherwise wouldn't. tonight might be one of those nights.

status: lauren "rung in the new year slightly tipsy".


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i am hoping all of the kind things i did in 2007 will rack up good karma for 2008. i didn't really do it for the selfish reason that it could better my future as far as luck and karma and all of that go but because i'm just a really nice person (most of the time.) i am thinking my new year's resolution should be to toughen up my skin, ( Read more... )

200. My middle name is:
nicole

199. I was born in:
altamonte springs, florida

198. I am really:
gonna be dead tired tomorrow

196. My eye color is:
blue, green if ive been crying or gray if im sick

194. My ring size is:
7

192. I am allergic to:
chapstick, bananas, latex ADHESIVE. probably other random things.

191. I was born on:
june 6 1987, 1:30 am i think

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i know i am growing up when the exciting thing about christmas time becomes shopping for gifts for others. i am unbelievably stoked for the unwrapping and intrigued by the fact presents from my parents are "creative" since they did not get a legit list. even though, i totally made one to appease my father. there is always something i want but i ( Read more... )