Jacob, how much can you tell about me by watching my hands, my feet, how much can you tell about me? I can mislead you, potentially all the time. You can't, you must use your periphial vision and watch me through my eyes. This way you may observe me in my entirety. All of my body flowing at once moving from point to point, doing as I do ( Read more... )

i love you Erika ( Read more... )

i feel lost ( Read more... )

when sitting for introspection I feel significantly more honest. I feel like I can say whatever I want to say, because i'm not funny to myself. beause i just am. and I am nothing. sometimes. and often enough i'm something too.

my new years?
I found my soul mate.
a girl helplessly like me in every way.

Except in how we apply who we are.
I hate her.
and her friends.

blocked her.
Sorry world.
even physical desire is wannign within me.

As the back ground music began to fill the room a lot of different people were always trotting around. We all never really had much directive as it was. The floors were always cold and my toes always numb. The building chilly and remorseless. The initial bouts would start and I could feel it stirring inside of me. It pushes me farther and farther. ( Read more... )

i stay up late chatting to my... I guess soulmate ( Read more... )

an angry man raises his voice, to my startle. a memory in my head. Rolling over and turning away again. other times clinging onto her. The numbers are pilling up again, I can feel it as I limp out of some girls dorm room. I wonder if I have an std yet. One Dr. trip later, no. I think i'm pregnant, I think i'm pregnant, this is to scare the shit out ( Read more... )

Well I like him because of his hair. It long and I really like his shaggy long hair ( Read more... )

I feel like my life has been sucked out of me. a throbbing head ache explodes all over me. I feel exhausted and in pain.
This is fucking awesome.
I only right about unhappy thigns.
Ic onstantly complain about a store I no longer work at.
I still fucking hate Tory.