Writing has been an outlet for me. As of late I've been writing in a notebook where my thoughts, theories, and nonsensical ramblings are contained. I came to the conclusion that Facebook is fucking stupid. People are fucking stupid. I've never felt any closure but now, I think this is it. I'm moving on.

So here we go.

As I sit in my room in my apartment, I start to wonder is this the lush bachelor life I have so longingly wanted? Naw. This bachelor life of mine is at the point where I start learning how to pay bills, working, and school. That's it. Honestly, college isn't what it is cut out to be. All this glorified hype of drinking, girls, and subtle homoerotic ( Read more... )

So Joey and I resolved our conflict and the shit Joey said that triggered this whole fiasco of things was a heat of the moment kind of thing. He admitted some stuff and should've known better about what was really going on. I feel pretty relieved ( Read more... )

school and interning at the inland empire enterprise is dumb. secretary work sucks. money is alright. the girls in the inland empire have no sense of humor. unless you crack a joke dealing with the mechanics of a pick-up truck or extreme sports. oh man, and filipino bros? the worst fucking shit ever. you thought faux hawks and mohawks were gay... ( Read more... )

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you believe in change. i think you're full of shit.

And just like that, the safety net I've been relying on for so long has been cut down by one phone call.

From New York.

I've been having these weird thoughts lately. I don't want to describe it in full detail but all I know is that it leaves me feeling ugly and dissatisfied about the best things in life. Apparently, they're supposed to be free or something. Sounds like a bunch of crap ( Read more... )