It's Mother's Day and I'm all alone. Now I'm not a mother so its not like I have kids abandoning me or anything, but I am motherless. Next sunday it will be 2 years since my mom died and the 24th will be 3 years since my dad died. Lets just say I'm a bit emotional today. I started walking up to church this morning and immediately started crying ( Read more... )

holy cow its been a long time. So much has happened that I don't know where to start. Lets start with today I suppose. Today was a good day, Jessica and I spent time together after work. She is about ready to pop (have her baby), its so exciting. We had lunch and got caught up on our lives (mostly hers) and saw a movie. I love chick flicks. ( Read more... )

If there is one thing I can count on at work its that someone will call in everyday. I'm not the only one. People walk in to work and after saying hello to everyone they ask who has called in. So I am back full time at the doctors office. A couple people got fired so I offered my services. It works out well because I really need to pay off my ( Read more... )

Other than moving and summer jobs, I think I've only actually quit 2 jobs. Pamida in high school. Well I quit in July after I graduated cause they were accusing me of lying when I took time off for my aunts funeral. And then Candlewood Suites when my manager told the whole staff I was in a Psyc ward for trying to kill myself. Good reasons for ( Read more... )

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight: "____________________________________ ( Read more... )

What a beautiful day!! I worked out this morning....blah!! Then Jessica and Katie came over and we watched a movie and went to target. It was fun, Katie is growing up so much and its awesome. Just watching her become a young lady, awe. And she's the age now that Jessica and I were when we first met. WOW!!! Katie was just a tiny baby ( Read more... )

I've been in pain for a week now. All because my stupid ass didn't wear sunscreen to cedar point. Seriously, how dumb can I be? Now I'm peeling and its so gross. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror...topless that is. Everything is red and peeling and yucky and it hurts!!! All my fault. Okay, I'm done complaining about my sunburn. ( Read more... )

So we've established I have lots of time on my hands. Who knows, maybe I'll actually write in this thing on a regular basis. Its not like lots of people know I have a live journal so what difference does it make. You can catch my act through Jessicas friends page but oh well. Blah Blah Blah. Work sucks. I hate my job with a passion. But I do ( Read more... )

Life after graduation ( Read more... )

Saturday, May 21, 2005: One year since my Mom died. So many thoughts went through my mind. So much has happened in the last year ( Read more... )