All of my wonderful exciting friends were back today. That made me extremely happy.

I want to dye my hair.
.... but my dad says no, and I am afraid of what he would do to me if i just went ahead and did it without asking. what do you think?

I want my skin to be completely clear.

I want to have a stronger faith.

I want to not stress out as much.

I ( Read more... )

So, I went to camp in Prescott this weekend and it seems like UCYC or CIY always seem to come exactly when I need them. Before I left I was spiraling and now I feel like things are completely different. Like the friendships that matter are stronger, the ones that don't matter i am no longer putting the effort into, and i don't no, i guess i am ( Read more... )

went to the first of many mother daughter teas today with the NCL ( Read more... )

I passed my permit test!
but...
I can't get my permit till monday.

 I find it somewhat impossible to live up to your standerds on how I should act.
Some boys are just dumb, they don't take your feelings into consideration  before they do
things. They say comments that they believe are funny but are really rude that can just destroy
a persons confidence level.
*time to smile.*

I think there is something wrong with me.
hm ...

excitedconfusedparanoidfrustratedscareddisgustedsad all in one.

I feel like I need to get away.
I want to get away actually. I know going away for awhile doesnt fix anything or solve any problems.
but I feel like if I did go away I would be able to get re-focused.
Things just aren't going as well as they need to be.

Why do people have to be compared and held up to the standerds of other people? Why aren't they ( Read more... )

Woot! Woot!

Today... was a Great day.

Things are so weird reight now.
I am getting huge.
I wish my mother would just take me to get the
gym membership
then I wouldn't be getting FAT.

Let's see... this weekend was kind of wierd

Friday: Courtney & Jami came over we went to Paradis, saw Ashley and David and Edd because they all have jobs & work there, went to starbucks, came back to paradise to talk w/ Ashley on her break. walked to blockbuster because we are loser freshmen who can't drive yet. :(  anywayz... got Garden state and ( Read more... )