Why is it that I can choose to like someone but when it comes to something happening to us, like dating, it doesn't happen? Well it doesn't happen because we don't want it too, it happens because some people are gay and don't know how to move on. Geeze, I wish i had more control. I don't though, so I am just left with dealing in my own way ( Read more... )

SO am I the type of girl guys like to mess with. the kind of girl that falls hard and easily for a guy? That's annoying and impatient? I am really confused. I feel like this guy is messing with me. I don't know if he really ever liked me or what, but I wish he would make up his mind.

Alot has happend lately. I feel out of touch with friends and from the church. My uncle is flying in tomorrow and he always seems to make things better. As far as my friends go, I don't know if they are slowly pushing me out and not want to be friends with me, or what, but it's awkward.
I am doing really bad in school right now. I am kind of afraid ( Read more... )

Life has been put on hold for a year.
now all we need is a yes or a no
   Which will it be?...

Well, I haven't updated this in a few monthes, but I figure since there is actually interesting stuff going on, why not update this thing.
July 1st was my birthday, I am finally 16.  The girls and I are going to the Point south Mountain resort Tuesday to celebrate. It should be amazing. Almost everyone wished me a Happy Birthday, it was the ones ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is like the movie my best friends wedding...
but no one is getting married.

So do people have a problem with me lately or am I just imagining it?
Am I a complete f'n bitch?

Goodness, sometimes I just wish people would keep there lil nasty comments to themselves.

Back from sunny California
but i'm goin back in a week. woot! woot!
I don't think it'll be the same this time without alli.
the ocean was fabulous, I hadn't seen it in 4ever
BUT a bit chilly.
Shopping gallor, got the cutest dress.

call if you want to do anything over break!

Kat

Oh My Goodness!

I don't know why but i feel like melting away into a pile of blah. I am so frustrated and annoyed and there is just so much happening that i can't stand. i don't know what to do anymore, and i feel like revisiting the old dusty places of my life, maybe things would then be better. ahhh! grrr!

Today brought things that I was

a) not prepared for.

...&

b) turned my world upside down.