Update: 2020 actually the year of constant tragedy.

Maybe everything won't be terrible forever.

In other news, 2016, the year of constant tragedy and Pokemon Go.

It's two o'clock ( Read more... )

So of my 4 best girl friends from high school, 2 are engaged, and another is having a baby. All of this happened in the past 4-5 months, and it's really freaking me out. Also in this time, the 4th lost her mother, so she only has one immediate family member left, her brother. She'd already lost her sister and her father ( Read more... )

What is going on??!?

I love going home and having my thoughts go in new directions. It's so nice to feel excited about life and looking at all the possibilities in the world in a positive way. I don't like my constant worry over the future/money/success, but even with that it feels nice to get away from state college and my petty worries here and cyclical thought ( Read more... )

I am finally in my new major! Wooooo!

And I fucking love caving. Seriously the best night in months. Amazing time.

Still not ok. But getting better. Albeit very very slowly. I don't think there will be a better better anytime foreseeable, just an ok.

neither here nor there.

So... I wanted to update last night about how i had an awesome day or two, but i forgot. Pretty much I was in an awesome mood last night. Wednesday I was still feeling like shit in the morning, but Cassie got me up and out of bed, made me coffee and an eggy in a basket, convinced me to go to class, and then proceeded to drop me off at my lab. I was ( Read more... )