Moss on Stone -- Chapter 05

[invisiblehabits]

Title: Moss on Stone
Chapter: 05/05
Author: invisiblehabits
Beta: tingedwords
Genre: Angst/Light romance
Rating: R
Warnings: Implied malexmale sex, suicide attempt, terminal illness, violence, character death
Pairings: Kenzo/Hiroto, Tora/Hirot, Aki/Kenzo
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t know. Won’t make money unless you feel like paying me to read.
Summary: He didn’t want to go

Comments

[invisiblehabits]

YOU DO NOT FAIL AS A BETA!! *hugs* Without you I'd be a nervous wreck and never get anything written, and you cannot be blamed for me forgetting to ASK you to beta half the time! I'm just a fail poster, that's it!

LOLOL! I cried writing parts of this....or at least imagining it while lying in bed. Clearly I love to kill people....what does that say about me as a person? :P

But Tora telling Hiroto to move on....to me it's the uttermost symbol of how much he loved Pon. It hurts, beyond anything, to say it but he does either way, for Hiroto's sake. It IS horribly sad and I hope it makes sense!!

Kenzo being naughty...well yeah, he is opening up just a tiny, tiny bit. And the first crack in his shell should let the personality he showed the world while Aki was alive shine through, ne? Hiroto still doesn't know Aki's Kenzo, but hopefully he'll be allowed to get to know him in time.

I LOVE YOU TOO!! You whip writing out of me, I swear! <33333333

[invisiblehabits]

LOLOLOL! It does sound kinky! Haha, maybe you can whip some proper kink out of me in time then! ;)

I am nervous though, like....all the time! But I try to tell myself I'm better than my subconscious often tries to tell me. :P

We are hopeless angst lovers who vent strange things through writing, it's decided! ((this story should teach us a thing or two about the importance of venting things, don't you agree Zo?))

[sepore]

“But don’t forget me, I think I fear that more than anything.”

“You asked me not to go away.”

“You could...learn.”　・“I could.”

seek warmth, comfort, life。。。

o(；△；)o

Don't know what to say...just trying to stop these damned tears 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

Thank you...and please remind me not to read before going to bed...(ﾉ_･｡)

[invisiblehabits]

Aaaaaw!! *hands tissues* I'm not even going to say don't cry, because this story IS ridiculously sad! I thrive off of that pain, the grief and guilt and sadness in knowing there's no going back. Don't fucking ask me why, cause I have no idea! Honestly!

I'm sorry I made you cry though!! And I hope you can sleep still! And I'll try to remind you not to read before going to bed! *hugs*

Thank you though, for reading and commenting!!

[siseja]

fic or sleep?
sleep or fic?
... =_= dang

be back tomorrow morning~

[invisiblehabits]

LOL! Good choice!

See ya tomorrow~

[siseja]

I’m sorry Aki...

‘You idiot, I’ve been waiting twelve years for this.’

wow
just that last part there
had me literally sobbing ;_____;
...and I'm still all teary even though that was half an hour ago and I've moved from couch at home to desk at school =___=
*clings*

....
ok, by now I have at least two people Imma force to read this ^^ maybe three

[invisiblehabits]

Aaaaaaw!! Yeah, it seemed right to give the last word to Aki. He was dead before the story even began, long before, but he held one of the key roles nonetheless. If not for him and his passing Kenzo would never be here, so yeah... The fact he forgives Kenzo, that Kenzo knows he would forgive him, means there's hope for the future.

And I have to say....reading this comment this morning had me flailing SO BAD! I seriously didn't know what to do with myself. I would be so HONOURED if you recommended this to anyone! Just... <3333

[invisiblehabits]

YOU! Make me so happy! So happy with your comments! *flails around some more before hugging you* Seriously, this comment is just....I love it. Kenzo was a PAIN in this, but I'm so glad you think their different characters work together nonetheless.

And I'm so glad you liked Aki's cameo at the end! <3

At first I wasn't sure if I could end it here, they haven't even kissed each other! But...then I felt either it was leave it like this, with nothing at all but hope of a common future, or go all the way and THAT would've taken forever! So yes, the end.

Thank you!! Next...well I'm already writing again, LOL! <3

[invisiblehabits]

I agree! And I'm glad you see it like that. A kiss is a physical thing, Kenzo staying in Hiroto's bed and opening up even a tiny bit is something emotional, something deeper and more meaningful.

Thank you!! ♥

[invisiblehabits]

*snuggles down with you