Cold Feet -- Oneshot

[invisiblehabits]

Title: Cold Feet
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: invisiblehabits
Beta: koboshi_ichigo
Genre: Angst/Tragedy
Rating: R
Warnings: Severe accident, suicide, character death
Pairings: Aki/Kenzo
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t know. Won’t make money unless you feel like paying me to read.
Summary: He walked out the door, onto the sidewalk, head bent over his phone, iPod plugged in. Had it not

Comments

[invisiblehabits]

I do. And you did. I had a moment of flail in my chair reading that. <3

Thanks for your help love!

[invisiblehabits]

I did! Very much so! It was very honest and heartfelt and lovely! <3

[invisiblehabits]

Somehow I feel like I should've warned you not to read this at work...

First time I thought of this I was on the train on my way to school, and I did start crying in public, because....ugh, my brain is too mean sometimes. Kenzo lost everything and he didn't realise what he loved most until it was altogether too late. And what really kills me is the fact Aki will never know what he did realise. He will never know that at the very end, in his last moment of life, Kenzo loved him wholeheartedly...

*hugs you* Sorry for not sharing it last night! And sorry for nearly making you cry at work!

[invisiblehabits]

Thank you. ♥

Sometimes I have this desire to write about what happens after. Like...the two of them meeting again after death, just because I feel so bad about how I treat them. It happened with Aroma and it happened here, I just wish I could reunite them again. Have Kenzo tell Aki he was more important than anything, allow Tora to hear Pon never blamed him for a second.

[invisiblehabits]

My mind is evil, I swear. I started crying on a train first time this idea came to me, the very scene where Kenzo shot himself was the first one to pop up. I like writing things like this, does that make me a bad person?

*offers box of tissues* Sorry I made you cry....again....

[invisiblehabits]

Yes, written things should effect you somehow, be it butterflies fluttering in your stomach or a stab to the heart causing tears. I definitely agree on that!

[farna84]

Damn. I've never before cried reading a fic. EVER. Well then, now it's experienced too. Thanks. Sorta. It was beautiful.

I wish all the angels and divines to guard our little darlings, so nothing as drastic would ever happen to them.

Those drum sticks in the end sorta reminded me of the vitrine in Modern Pirates store that holds personal items of Aki, Kenzo and Hitsugi -The Holy Trinity. :b

(I wanted to lay on top of that vitrine and worship it, but Lyu would have probably wondered...) xD

[invisiblehabits]

Wow....this is such an awesome comment, you have no idea! ♥ I feel oddly proud, being the first to make you cry... Sorry? And thank you, thank you so much!

I agree though, I never ever ever want anything like this to happen to either of them! Not outside of beautiful fiction.

Haha, I think I would've just stood and stared, touched the glass with the tips of my fingers and just think....they were here, those items belonged to them!

[farna84]

Crying me is not a pretty sight. Oh well. :D

Yeah, the vitrine was full of rings, picks, drumsticks... stuff like that. ;_; <3

Shoots. I wanna go back! xD

[invisiblehabits]

Now I have even more reason to visit Modern Pirates... I would really like to see that vitrine... O__O

[roses_areblue]

oooohhhhh...... that is sooo sad :(

[invisiblehabits]

Yeah....it's a scary thought, something like this happening to them. Hope you enjoyed it though.