Today marks the day that my grandfather died. It's so hard to believe. I think more than anything I think it is so hard to believe that a year has already gone by. I wish that I could go to the cemetery but of course it is in Ohio and I am not there. I cannot believe that a year ago was one of the hardest times in my life...with my stepdad telling ( Read more... )

I took this weekend off from work because I wanted to go and spend the weekend with Duane. I miss him lately...more than I usually do. We had a nice weekend together. We bought "Elizabethtown." We only watched the first 45 minutes of so. We both started to fall asleep. So I didn't get to see the whole thing yet but I am definitely looking forward ( Read more... )

I read my story about my stepdad having cancer in class today. My heart was beating the whole time. I thought my heart was just going to jump out of my body. I read this sotry thinking it was all int he past and I found out today that it is not. I came home to talk to my mom and ask her if she could put a few dollars in my account because I am ( Read more... )

I wrote this for my creative wiring class ( Read more... )

I am really starting to hate living in this apartment with these people. I mean they are all really nice and we don’t have a hard time getting along but I’ve done hardly any hmeowrk lately because there is always someone over here and something going on. So I either get caught up in drinking or smoking or it’s just too loud to study or do work. ( Read more... )

Can we just talk about how I never ever get to spend Valentine’s Day with my boyfriend? This year included. Fuck Valentines Day. Last night one of my roommates and a bunch of other went out to dinner. We went to the Tilt’n Diner. I haven’t been there since I was a little kid. Then we came back and got wasted. What else was there to do anyway? Duane ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines day...possible update tomorrow since there are no classes!

I am seriously beginning to think that I have a learning disability; that or I am just plain dumb. I have the hardest time concentrating and taking tests/quizzes. I had a quiz today and I just sat there reading and rereading the questions and I still had no idea what the question was asking. I’ve always had these problems but everyone always told ( Read more... )

Where is the moment we need at the most ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I am not having a good day. I really wonder what life is going to be like for me in the future and whether or not I will be mental for the rest of my life. I havent takenmy medicine in a few days just because I easily forget. It is finally catching up with me. I can tell when I need to take medicine. I started freaking out in my bio ( Read more... )