What to say? It’s Monday…I hate Mondays. Although this one went by SO fast. I am so excited because I found out today that I have no class on Friday. My week ends Thursday! Is it terrible that there has only been one week of classes and I am already sick of them? Let’s be honest…I really hate school. I love college and the college atmosphere…but I ( Read more... )

I talk to duane and all I keep thinking about is “where is he and what is he doing?” Why do I care? I saw that girl that he has been hanging out with…I am much cuter. What is wrong with me? Why do I care what he even thinks? I have a “fiancé.” Why do I want him so bad? Not in a sexual way but I just feel something when I am with him that is beyond ( Read more... )

I really have nothing to say. Classes started againt oday. Break is over. My mind is so bamboozled with school and work and money and everything else (nothing a little beer cant take care of). Living with two guys isn’t that weird…it was the first few days but its not bad. They aren’t messy. I am so used to seeing one of them here…but not as I walk ( Read more... )

So. I am back in NH. I came back last Wednesday. When I woke up last week it was snowing. The whole time that I was home it never snowed, in fact it was kinda nice out and the day I leave it snows. My plane ride from Columbus to Baltimore sucked. It was bumpy and we were an hour late so I had literally 5 minutes to run all the way to the opposite ( Read more... )

My stepdad had to go out of town yesterday until Friday so he won't be
here when I leave on Wednesday. We said goodbye on Sunday morning
before my mom and I went to church. It was sad. i tried not to cry. We have
had HUGE fights but in the end I love my parents. Who else will love
me no matter what? Saturday night my parents and I went out to ( Read more... )

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finished “A Million Little Pieces” a few days ago. I didn’t think that it was as great as everyone kept saying but I liked it. It was a very powerful book but I wouldn’t consider it one of my absolute favorites. The whole time I was reading it though, I had to keep reminding myself that this was a true story because some of it seemed like a ( Read more... )

Yesterday I spent the day with my grandma. Nothing too special…just something to keep her company and get me out of the house. I helped her do some last minute things because she is going to Las Vegas with my cousin and my aunt this weekend (it was her Christmas Present). Ha Ha! In a year and a half I am going to go to Vegas…(No really!) I wish! I ( Read more... )

I always considered Katie to be my best friend. However, she has always let me down in certain situations. Since graduation and the start of college I have tried and tried and tried to keep in touch and try and talk on a regualr basis and now I have just had it! She doesn't seem to care anymore and I just cannot hold on any longer. This is what I ( Read more... )

I am so bored. I have no idea what to do with myself and my time. I cleaned the bathroom this morning and I have just been reading. *ugh* As much as I was looking to going back to school…I don’t want to now. *sighs* I don’t know why…I am just not in the mood. I don’t want to see anyone…and I am hesitant to live with a certain someone…I love my ( Read more... )