Robs father is dying. He is going to hospice at home. Yesterday I went to hibachi dinner for Brandon’s birthday.

i had leukemia and a stroke. i have apraxia i cant talk very well my right hand isnt the same every day i walk  im just learning to type. i was in a wheelchair Alicia and anthony divorced i am married to rob 7 years.

i had the best birthday. i weighed at weight watchers i lost 3.8 lbs. I had liquid lunch with Steph and Andi. then i went to the cheesecake factory with rob. i had the crispy crab bites and chicken Bellagio. on Saturday i went to mini golfing with AJ and rob. on Sunday i went to apple picking with my family. drew emily liz maddie emilia anthony ( Read more... )

when the fuck did i become so weak?

i am on the verge of crying every second, i haven't stopped, i can't fucking do this, i have so much anger and hate inside and i don't want to, my body can't contain it all, this feeling of not being loved, not being wanted anymore, i have never felt it and it is killing me. i wish that i never met you, that i never took a chance on you, i wish ( Read more... )

holy fucking shit! i am 22.

i feel i knew more about life at 18 than i do now. i had insight back them, dreams instead of goals, creativity ran through my veins but it has since dried up. i feel like a pen that never gets used, has been left in the sun to soak up and dry out. how is this time passing us? i no longer feel excited for what is to come, just longing for what was ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY! 21 BITCHES!

I am in my car writing this on my phone, passing time before my next class. I wonder if texting strengthens your thumbs ( Read more... )

I am at Andrew's right now on my phone. I am tired. They are playing a game. They are stoned ( Read more... )