what the fuck is wrong with me?

i really just want to watch the muppets show.

"we were at a party. we got into an argument and broke up. i was sitting at my grandma's house, looking at your myspace when i saw what made my heart sink ( Read more... )

i have been weird lately. all last week. even if it is the smallest thing, i know what is going to happen before it does. i think sometimes i syke myself out ( Read more... )

"awww you amaze me so much i have never felt the way about anyone like i do you and i do see us being together always i cant wait for the day when i get to put the ring on your finger and have a family."

"i'm so lucky to have you i get lost sometimes just staring at your picture on my phone you are so beautiful babydoll"

i have trouble letting others into my life. not telling them about my life, but actually letting them in. i had a revelation last week. the last time i was drunk i was talking about cory and how we usually go to lunch together and the time he bought lunch for me. i didn't realize it, but cara did: i hurt josh so badly just talking about this. and i ( Read more... )

college is hell
i hope i don't flunk out.

i felt guilty
when you said
it felt so good just to hold me
in your arms
and cuddle.


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college is so ridiculously fucking hard. i had a fucking breakdown from going home this weekend. my mom is such a bitch, and its the biggest fucking waste of my time to go home for one day, get nothing accomplished, lose my new clothes that i just bought in the laundry, and listen to my mom bitch at me and tell me i have to have a plan, and stress ( Read more... )