Amy Lee likes to blink at me ( Read more... )

death sucks. i still cant believe hes gone. this is gonna be so hard.

non stop anxiety attacks.

There is no God because he was not ready to go. And we were not ready for it either.

FUCK.

I dont know about this ( Read more... )

im off probation.
waiting for my GED results. 
im living at home as of yesterday.
im even more crazy now than i have ever been.
i hate christmas.
the only good thing is the lights.
driving around looking at them smoking a blunt. 
im still with jenna carlo.
its been a year and 2 months.
we fought today but we are ok now i guess.
we are ok but i am not. 
i love ( Read more... )

Im freaking out right now, and my head is spinning. and i just realized i ate all of my blue berries ( Read more... )

I've been doing ok ( Read more... )

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Jenna had to go bring Kaitlin home ( Read more... )

This is all too overwhelming.
I don't think i can handle it at all.
I just want to give up on everything right now.

I hurt more without her.