I'm in Hong Kong right now and ( Read more... )

Argh. It's that phase again. Where I'm stressing out, or thinking I am -- I really don't know. I could think my mind's wired even when I'm ignoring the pile of homework I have and just taking a nap. I just wish I was really good at something -- not mediocre, but excelling. Every hobby I look, someone right in front of my eyes does it better. It ( Read more... )

Everytime I come back on LiveJournal, it's just a million times better than Xanga sometimes. No one really knows it, and those who do don't read it. It's my own little space to let go; and even then, I private the majority of my posts ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling less of myself. This week has been one of the easiest -- with no homework, or having to work. I somehow found the ability to stay up in every class and attentive. My mind is working on its own though. It feels detached from my body. My whole self feels detached from my physical body. My mind is weary ( Read more... )

Since sitting at lunch today, Sherman reminded me of LiveJournal... here's a post, after a while ( Read more... )

OOOH.
first (2) exams tomorrow.
and nxt is science and history = anal rape.

good luck everyone!
tell me how things go.

Most likely 13 DAYS!! til I see my Adam now ( Read more... )

Currently I hear fireworks being set off and I can't believe I forgot about fireworks today!! Ahh well, Canada Day, we'll all gather at Wonderland and be gay and marvel at the lights ( Read more... )

It's weird. I used to find it so hard to cry. I had other ways to deal with things -- write a song, go for a walk, talk to friends.

Now none of those things work. I can't even write anymore. I have a hard time conveying my thoughts into words and paper and it gets frustrating because all I can do to relieve stress is to cry. And I feel like a ( Read more... )

I'm a bit blank right now.
I know I have tons of work to get going on ( Read more... )

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