people are monsters.
rage is the only thing they know.
alcohol is their only anecdote.
to forgetting about their miserable existence. 

so sick.

Over the weekend, my community faced tragedy. Nick Browning, a student from Dulaney High school, my high school, killed his whole entire family which included his two younger brother, and his parents. The student is in 10th grade and killed his whole family due to a fight with his father, where he used a gun to kill all members in their sleep. Then ( Read more... )

 I start back at school on Monday, and I'm not prepared in the least. I have most of my textbooks. I have to pick up a few from the campus store, but I have no notebooks to write in at all, and all my clothes are still at my parent's house. I know right now I want to go back to be doing something rather than sitting around the house as usual, but ( Read more... )

I just saw Cloverfield in theaters tonight. Even though the camera was jerky, it was still a really-good movie. I mean I felt like I could relate to the actors, because, what would you do if the world was attacked? Where would you go? Who would you want to try to save? It makes you think about what you would have done in that very same situation.

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Merry Xmas everyone ( Read more... )

i give up.

my brain is dead.
thats what two finals in a row will do to fuck you up.
and yay, i have another one in 1/2 hour.
 i give up studying for it.
fuck im ready to fail.

gah  i have to get my car fixed during the hell of all weeks;finals.
the shifter wont shift whenever i put it in park...unless i press a button. 
and im stressed.

i have to bake a cheesecake, organize a dinner, study for finals, work and now fix my damn car.

i just wish i could fast forward to friday :[

I wonder. As I sit here with my hair out to the wa-zoo, I question if people even think before they speak ( Read more... )