i hate myself.
it was all my fault.
and i wish i could turn back time.
and say the right things.
instead of always assuming the worst.

and ill understand if u never forgive me.

maybe its just pms.
but all i feel is depressed.
and empty.

something is missing.

 im in my red jumpsuit apparatus t-shirt.
wearing some random baseball hat i found on the ground.
and envisioning the 4hour drive ahead...

I dont know ( Read more... )

went out with steve and got some coffee ( Read more... )

Steve's playing video games and I hate watching them, so normally right now i would be surfing my mypsace. But wait, some asshole deleted it ( Read more... )

im in north carolina with a semi-pink color tan
and my myspace got deleted.
and i won $120 in a poker tournament

im a sense, im rich
in a sense, im pissed
thats life.

Dont you ever wish you could take something back that you said or did ( Read more... )

i feel like all i do lately is just work work work.
34 hours at my job is not what i signed up for (part-time)

oh well.

School is officially over for my freshman year.
I just moved out of my dorm today.
Using one elevator because some dumbass
in my dorm burnt down the other one.
And i am in utmost happiness.

Yes to freedom of summer.
Swimming in the pool and ocean.
Relaxing on my hammock reading a simple book.
Eating snowballs on a hot summer day.

I love summer.