I really wish sleep could be optional and unnecessary for nourishing productivity. There are so many things I could be doing other than sleeping! And when I do sleep, I dream so vividly that I don't want to wake up. Every once and a while, I read through my old lj posts and fb activities to compare now and then (and transgressions, digressions, ( Read more... )

Trans-Siberian Orchestra was amazing and I am still in awe every time I listen to TSO's music ( Read more... )

I always use indescribable as my mood because I really cannot define how I feel most of the time, no matter how many adjectives I use. Maybe that's a good thing? That my feelings are incomparable to any existing word? Maybe I'm just at a loss of words ( Read more... )

Am I the same as I was when I last posted? I can't be sure - maybe the experiences that I endure and the actions I take constantly and indefinitely change me with every moment - but I hope that the Inner Me endures all.

I'm beginning to compare any current fleeting happiness I experience to the time when I was truly happy and thought I had everything figured out. It was the summer after tenth grade when we turned sixteen stepping into London's Victoria Station and really - we were going home. Even though we had been there before, things were different. Those last ( Read more... )

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This weekend will consist of:

many college applications
lots of greek food
a few appointments
coffee and iced tea
a couple of movies
homework
80s/90s hip-hop
ladies night
.more self-denial