things have been blah, I did however confuse and scare some people online, which is awesome. >_> not to explain it in too great detail, but a bunch of people will start the day to "I will fucking puke on you" on their screen >_> I'm such a child ( Read more... )

So... I may have dropped off the face of the earth for awhile, as one is wont to do. This has become something of a problem that I've had from time to time. I get consumed in this or that and just disappear in something for a bit only to reemmerge out the other end with a couple stories and a decent joke or two. But now i've come to realize that I ( Read more... )

who here is really curious what i have to say. let's be honest here ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pVJ4jgFpPg

watch it. and weep

It' don't matter if this worlds gonna end right, it's not like we've got another life.

mark a win down in my column. I don't get it often but do it anyway.
Much love to you all
call soon, i promise.

I've noticed I'm only really comfortable showing two emotions in public (public, as defined by me is more than 2 people, there is more to it than that but I doubt you could care less about the details) and those are impish, and somber. That's not to say I don't show other emotions in public, it's just to say I usually don't intend to. It's strange ( Read more... )

I am intimidated by my life at the moment, taking a break from it was awesome, but I feel like I've lost all momenum. I'm on the flats of my feet. I certainly don't regret doing it, it was amazing but it has made being here harder, which I should have seen coming. I suppose it would have been easier if I hadn't come home with everyone raging drunk ( Read more... )

1. My username is _____ because ____ ( Read more... )

I had a post here. I was far too embarrassed to post it. I went a bit crazy and yelled at myself for awhile in it and it kinda scared me. But beyond that it was pathetic and I didn't want it to be seen. The bare truth of it is though, that I am kinda pathetic and I don't need to be agonizing in front of people for pity's sake. I should know better ( Read more... )