So...I had a funny dream last night ( Read more... )

I never realized...but I had all the symptoms of a person with a hormone imbalance. I just looked it up. It occured to me how clear my thinking has been lately while I'm studying. It used to be that I'd be really foggy...sometimes I wondered if I had ADD. It's really unfortunate that this was figured out at the end of this semester. My grades ( Read more... )

Why are the majority of my friends people who either want to get the fuck out of illinois or people who have babies?

I look at other people who have close friendships and none of them are moving. I'm jealous of that. And none of them get pregnant.

I'm just angry with my luck.

Okay! Had my doctor appointment today and she said that the cysts are non-cancerous! Yay. And that they're really nothing to worry about. They are kind of just hanging out. Another part of my body ( Read more... )

I was at Mossville today for Seth's field trip. We went to the farm behind the school. We passed Jr. High kids and it's so weird...I look at kids these days and what they wear and have NO idea what's cool and what isn't! Up to about 15-16...I have no idea. Not that it really matters. Just find it funny, that's all ( Read more... )

I really need to be careful. I've gotta find a solution to my problems (job) so that these thoughts and feelings I'm having don't spiral out of control. What's with me ( Read more... )

well shoot. when i don't get enough sleep i'm negative. when i get plenty of sleep i'm more positive. i need to remember that the next time i want to stay up late ( Read more... )

Goal#1:

Lose enough weight this summer so that I can show myself in public in a bathing suit and take seth to the pool at shore acres.

Goal#2:

Get a summer job and save up a bunch of money. Who knows for what specific thing. Mostly for school in case I lose my financial aid and mostly for a new car.

Goal#3:

Do the above mentioned.

It's times like these that I wish I had a boyfriend or husband. So that they could go with me to doctors appointments where I have to get an MRI or biopsy, or surgery..when I'm really nervous and apprehensive. Not like they wouldn't have to work anyway, but it's a nice thought ( Read more... )

i don't want to do an MRI on wednesday. i just want to throw all these plans to get myself fixed. it's too much money. i can't handle the stress. see now why it took me almost 2 years to go to the doctor? i knew it would be like this, i knew it would cost me a lot of money. nothing is ever simple with me. it couldn't have just been hormones ( Read more... )