I am so stressed that my boobs won't shrink with my weight loss.

Damn it! I had another dream about Bart. First, me and kristen drove by his house and he was sitting outside and we were in her jeep with the top down. And I didn't look at him at all. And then we get to my house and hang out with a couple people and then a carnival happens to start taking place...in my house and garage, lol ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I was rushing through ICC trying to find who could give me my schedule. It wasn't even ICC...just some huge school ( Read more... )

One quality I really like about myself: I love putting things together. I enjoy it when a lot of other people hate it. Today I put a model airplane together and it was fun. I'd like to go get a car model or a truck or something. I've put together seth's scooter before. And other stuff that I just can't remember at the moment.

Nothing good or random comes to my life. A friend of mine from flickr who I added on facebook just said that an Australian magazine or something wants to buy her photo for 500 in their currency...who knows what in ours. Still quite a bit I'm sure. Then Danny has an internship at the journal star as a photographer. Then Renee is getting a photo ( Read more... )

i responded. i wasn't going to either because i had no idea what the heck to say. but all of a sudden i decided to and then once i opened a new message it flowed.

the last thing i want to do is hurt your feelings. i could care less if you drank, bart. honestly, you freaked me out. bad. to a point where i was just like, "avoid, avoid, avoid ( Read more... )

I ended it. Told him flat out that I "couldn't do this." And that I "wasn't angry but sorry." I also told him I was taking the chicken way out by messaging him (on myspace). Wrong, right? Fuck. I know. You don't have to tell me. I was afraid to hear his voice on the phone and have him try to talk me out of what I've already chosen and it'd be so ( Read more... )

Positives ( Read more... )

I have been eating SO well lately. For dinner we have a salad before the actual meal. I put avocado, raw mushrooms, onion, southwest mix (corn and black beans), and chick peas, and then blue cheese dressing ( Read more... )

i thought LJ's birthday was a couple months ago. i even said happy birthday i think. apparently i was wrong ( Read more... )