Yay, I'm back. Actually I got back on Thursday :: Denies everything :: but I couldn't be arsed updating this until now. Hospital sucked. They filled me with morphine and then stopped after a couple of days really suddenly, which meant I had withdrawl for the next six days, which meant if I even drank water I vomitted and I was constantly freezing ( Read more... )

Things aren't going well. The stupid hospital rung and were like "Uh...can you come in tonight?" and they want me there in like an hour, never mind the fact I live two hours away. Devon's away so I can't say bye to him. I told Jules to say bye to everyone else. What's even better is I'm not having surgery tomorrow, I need to be there to reserve the ( Read more... )

Today I had that weird familiar feeling I haven't had in ages, when you get depressed without consciously having a reason for doing so. Tommy and Gary were meant to come over but I cancelled them and moped about drawing, even though I really wanted them to come over. I spent a good twenty minutes staring into space until I realised I was actually ( Read more... )

Today was memorable. Memorable stuff always happens me on the few days before I know something bad is impending, I don't know why that is. It was a non-uniform today, so I got in and was greeted by more than the usual number of stares. About five people from my form class walked past me in their usual "get-up" of super tight jeans and white hoodies ( Read more... )

We went to see the "Importance of Being Earnest" today. It's interesting how our annoyingly strict Catholic school took us to see some play written by an airy fairy homosexual about incest, a Protestant airy fairy homosexual at that. You could tell it was all for the schools benefit, that now they can say they're religiously tolerant or whatever ( Read more... )

Yesterday was cool. Whatever way the greenhouse gases have fucked up our atmosphere the sun was green and the sky around it orange on my way to school, it was pretty. I got in and talked to Aaron for about a year and had my second real conversation with annoyingly yummy Paul, who thinks I'm funny :D Also he hates Niall Donnelly, so that works out ( Read more... )

Today was the first day that's rocked in a long time...well since Saturday anyway. I got in and was funny in front of Devon's class for the first time in a while :: Sparkles :: I belittled Micky again today, that was cool. Me, Devon and Gary were standing outside English and he was acting like he was talking to us so he didn't have to stand alone ( Read more... )

Today was a mixture of depression and detachment. I finally have proof my class is retarded - our Maths teacher said we've been doing so badly in tests that he's going to skip the higher level part of the course, and if we want to do it as well as intermediate we have to stay over after school, so if we want to do the normal fucking syllabus we ( Read more... )

Yesterday was eventful. I did nothing for the first four periods, then went down to Art and watched John nearly set Doak's hair on fire. Devon was talking to his yummy friend Paul and he said out of nowhere he looked down at his fly and zipped it up, so that better be an omen. I stayed over for that art thing and they picked my idea for the project ( Read more... )

Wow did today suck. I went with Devon to the crappy Christmas lights thing and discovered I'm suddenly starting to dislike him, which is a first for me. I think I need some time apart from him ( Read more... )