Well, I think you're right, honestly. I just feel bad cuz cory doesn't really have anyone. I mean he has one good friend, that isn't a druggie or a bullshit liar, his mom sucks, and he has no car. I feel bad for him, but I don't want to be with him anymore. I think him and I are better off friends, but my thing is, I don't do break ups. They suck. They hurt. & I have already tried and it's just like... he doesn't want to. He'll cry. And just so you know, Cory O'Barr doesn't cry. So it's hard for me and I feel so mean.. Sigh. And I do want to hang!!! I think you're awesome and I like to chill wiff chu mang. And lol, too much time on our hands is right, lol. Cuz I do the same things you do. Look in the mirror, point out my flaws, and think "ewwwwww godddd whyyy" But the only issue now is, you're an hour away.
yeah but i'm totally worth the drive ;D lol maybe i can convince alan to go for the "double date" idea you can meet my friend ;D *wink wink*. hehehehe. but yeah, like mike he would get mad too and i felt bad cause he had nothing either. his mom is a piece of shit and the fucker doesnt know how to take care of himself but after a while i think he was just using me, ya know? Like my parents would buy me things I needed so if he got me to tell them I needed stuff they'd buy it for him and like. No. I felt bad for him but enough is enough. Seriously. With alan i'm happy alll the time and its amazing. I didnt know it was possible but it is. Trust me, there is a such thing as a good relationship. Me and alan never ever fight and he treats me so well, I can't even tell you how good it is. Sometimes life is tough, and you cant let him crying keep you there or you'll NEVER get out. mike cried too and i was just like whatever i'ms orry. i mean i felt bad but dude, the next day i was like THANK YOU GOD. I felt soo releive like my mood must've
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you are worth the drive. now its the matter of when i have the time. with all the bs i do. but i don't know what is going to happen with cory. who knows. i mean. sigh. anyways, enough about thattt. good luck with the job. i hope you get it. anddddd i know how you felt with mike cuz i felt the same with doug. Although I was skipping around after I finally did it, lol.
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now its the matter of when i have the time. with all the bs i do. but i don't know what is going to happen with cory. who knows. i mean. sigh.
anyways, enough about thattt. good luck with the job. i hope you get it. anddddd i know how you felt with mike cuz i felt the same with doug. Although I was skipping around after I finally did it, lol.
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