i suck. kind of wishing i did not exist.

feeling pretty useless right now. i kind of just want to fall off the earth and be done with it.

ummm its been a while ( Read more... )

I seriously can not decide on a wedding theme. I know you don't neccessarily need one, but I dont want to do a traditional white church wedding. I was so set on a nautical (beach type) theme, but now I really like the winter theme. But even then I don't know. Its soo hard to decide and I'm getting pretty frustrated with myself. This is hard. ugh! I ( Read more... )

So.. I recently (like ten minutes ago) took a pregnancy test (yeah yeah, shut up).... I left it on the bathroom counter to do its thing and then came out and got on myspace. I peeked at it once and it was only one line (negative like usual) and then I forgot about it until now.. Wellllllllll Alan drew on a second pink line with a pink marker and ( Read more... )

I just spent 4 hours resizing, and uploading all the pictures from Alan and I's trip to the bahamas. Needless to say, I want picture comments from all of you who I am friends with on myspace. SO HOP TO IT.

here is a link, hopefully it works.

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=310639634&albumId=994547

oohhh ( Read more... )

Fuck society and how it makes women think they are less than worthless just because they're not a size zero and can walk around with their shirts tied up under their boobs showing off their hot little bodies.

and fuck every guy who ever said you had to look like that. seriously. i hope you all die.

crap. so apparently i've been tagged to do this survey by brittany ( Read more... )

I am completely devastated with the results of our presidential race. I have every intention to leave the US as quickly as possible. Obama wants to change america in all the wrong ways. I'm alll for change guys, but not this kind. I haven't even had a chance to have a life yet and now I never will, because Obama is taking that right away from me. ( Read more... )

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Ummmmm sure. That'd be why I'm doing it right?

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
Um that'd be a no.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
I think it depends. I'm mostly 50/50 because there are many things to consider. If you are raped and end up pregnant, ( Read more... )