Well today I picked up quite a few things and then went to my fathers and sisters place with my forge and all that stuff. I enjoyed it quite a bit. There will be quite a few pictures up. on myspace of course and deviant art. I was able to make a scrolled spiraled handle for a cold chizel of mine. I then worked on a blank my father had. He ( Read more... )

well been thinking of writing on here but I just haven't been taking the time lately. I have been hopeing for some time to work with my blacksmithing stuff. I have been fletching arrows for like the last 3 days. today my car wouldn't start. a cap forget the name at the moment is cracked. stuped plastic. Not much really to say just been ( Read more... )

wonderfull time. friday freaked some of my cowworkers out. they saw me in what I normaly wear. Its pretty hilarious. carried alot the 6 or more blocks two and from work. then went and saw the woman I really have been quite taken with. I gave her the painting she had asked me to make after I asked her to make me a song. (my little way of ( Read more... )

been reading all day. Just books about blacksmithing. exciting but thats all I have been doing today. looks like I might go off to a movie with rachet. My father was suposed to call me today and I was going to stop by but it is getting late and I kinda doubt that he will sence he is working nights and what not. hmm kinda tired. probably just ( Read more... )

I went to my fathers and my sisters like all sundays. I don't like getting gifts. I don't give gifts. well for things like christmass and other crazy holidays and what not. My father didn't tell me but he got me two gifts. One a set of lights gargoils as they are very butifully cool. Then he also gave me two books on blacksmithing. each ( Read more... )

for now I think painting in blues is a no no for me. blue emotion and primal music do not mix ( Read more... )

upon waking this morning I realised a woman was beside me. just laying there neather touching eachother. I got up went and took my shower for work got back into my room and put my hands on the bed. knowing but having to make shure nothing was there. no woman had lain beside me at all. I woke up and it was then it wasn't I don't know what to ( Read more... )

don't you just want to bang
your head
into the wall
the walls of your prison
smashing
to eather the wall gives
or you do
bloodie
and cracked

banging my head against the bloodie wall
ever feel like your the only thing giving
bang
bang
bloody

sometimes you just feel like banging your head into the wall.

In the end I am back again rolling round infinity circular and always ending always begin. I have been sick and still not getting better. should just go back to work and try to work through it but man. grr. I started a painting on friday and can not get back to it because of sickness. I then had to miss my class and that sucked the worst of all ( Read more... )

I had a dream very vivid very sentual very happy....I sleept friday away and now I have only been up for about an hour. the dream was of a butifull woman I have never met or seeng before. we fell in love through some very abstract surcomstances. but managed to stay together and in the end we were together. she had black all around her eyes and ( Read more... )