So many things have changed in my life. Hard to keep writing here when I can't really ever get on this page. Doing pretty well at the moment. Keeping really buisy and just trying to get along. Met a wonderfull woman a while back and have been enjoying her company. It is good.

Well this weekend isn't looking very promising for the things I acctualy want to get done. Oh well guess I will just hang out at home and do some laundry and stuff. Maybee do some lacing and fixing and stuff on my moccasins and other buckskinn things. Listening to msi. God such lovely music. Sooner or later I will have to take down my big ( Read more... )

Well I just played some more axes and allies with erick and steven. That was fun. came home and ate a sandwitch ( Read more... )

Yesterday and today I have spent almost all day working with hot metal. My arms are sore, my legs are sore, and as a matter of fact even my core is sore. I don't want the weekend to be over. I just want a day or two to just lay in bed. I did plenty of work but all this week that I can be smithing i probably will be ( Read more... )

Lately I have been having a ton of dreams within the last couple of days. Almost all of them are about kelly and they are really starting to freak me out. I mean one really weard dream about someone I can deal with but like ten all along the same lines just freak me out. for some reason it is happening in almost like the same kind of world that ( Read more... )

Well with almost all of my stuff packed up or over at the duplex now it gets difficult to keep myself busy. I managed to strip off a lot of paint off of my anvil. Found my fathers wire wheel for his drill to strip off all the really hard to get off paint. But right after I found it it started to rain to much so I had to put off using it till I ( Read more... )

Well these last few nights I have been having some massive amounts of depressing dreams. Makes me just want to lay in bed and sleep without dreaming. I don't want to get up but I can't stand this kind of dreaming. I am enjoying my two weeks off of work. I still need to go grocery shopping and rent a chainsaw to cut up the old log from the tree ( Read more... )

A while back I got fed up of all the coments and shit and yelled at my father for it. I am embarised to be seen in public with you, was the jist of it. My sister is constantly trying to get me to talk with my father. If he wants to talk he has my number. He can call and apolagise. How many times have I told him how many times have I talked ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I keep loosing more and more sleep. I decided to not see meshell this weekend mainly for the reason of trying to get more sleep, but also to try and get my apartment cleaned. I just find it so much easyer when no one is around to do those things. I know kinda weard, but its true. I just get to distracted when she is around. I ( Read more... )

to struggle for anything why not struggle for the highest peak you wish to reach. one life shortly lived. time is only ticking away never added. the sand in the hourglass dissapears. still to persue the happiness to think that we might actually get there. seems . well . ideotic. shure lots of time left shure young. but no one really knows ( Read more... )