I woke up in a hosptail bed..what the fucking fuck? I read Manny's journal and I tried to kill myself? What the fuck ( Read more... )

That's it. I've had it I'm never going to date anyone else.

I'm going to give myself to God.

I'm going to be a nun.

I want to die. I'm home alone. This is not good.

I ruin EVERYTHING.

I broke up with Rick.

I'm sick of nice. I've had nice for like..a long time. I need to sit my ass down and think about what I want, what I need, and now what I THINK I WANT or what I think I need. I think I need to be with someone different.

I need some time. I need to think about me.

I want someone else now.My dad isn't home yet, he'll be in ( Read more... )

So...

JT broke up with me.

He said I was messing around with drugs again..and I wasn't.

Whatever. I'm over him.

I'm with Rick now..and I'm happy.

[[[WHERE THE POOP is Lola? Grr..that girl]]

Manny, we need to talk.

If that bitch said anything to him, she'll be done with

So yea Alex and I fought. She kicked my ass. I won't fight her again. I haven't been able to talk to JT since I moved back in with my Dad. Sigh. I miss him alot. But..sadly..oh hell

So ...

someone IM me. I'm really bored and I wanna talk to someone. Named Rick

Crappy update, I'll do a real one later

I don't know..but lately I've been having thoughts that I shoulden't. Okay, I love JT. I love that took me into his home and loves me and kisses me everyday. That's enough right? Since our first date, I knew there was something speical about him. But ...God. It's so hard ( Read more... )

So lets see..not alot of things going on in my life. Just the normal stuff, I guess. Work, school, boyfriend and then parents. My Dad came home this week and he's flipping out because I lived with JT. He's ok now though, he said "I'm glad you were with someone and not on your own." But now he wants me to come back. But I dont wanna leave. JT and I ( Read more... )

I love JT, but sometimes..I mean okay..I get home from practice and all he wants to do is...

Maybe I shouldn't talk about it online.

Today, I got a real job. A real real one..where I get paid to show up. JT doesn't have any money..I gotta eat if I'm gonna live with him I'm a checkout girl at the store across town. It's called Martins and I start ( Read more... )

JT and I are back together. After Jake raped me left me, I was so upset I called someone that I knew could help. He came over and we talked..and figured out we still loved each other. So we went to the movie theater and watched some..Italy thing didn't really watch it...we got sticky. and then I went over to his house. We skipped Monday, ate alot ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend! His name is Jake. I met him at the movies last night when Manny desided to be a bitch and leave me. I'll stop getting drunk when she starts eatting. So over her and her shit. I bet she does have herpies. and after that we went to his apartment. He's older than me...a lot older. But it was fun! The man knows how to make me ( Read more... )