I spoke to Greg on the phone on Saturday and it made me never want to speak to him again. Not in an angrly way, just he is a douche way. Period. So that was a pleasant emotion. Sl tommarow is again going to be another S.A.D. Feb. 14th. Oh yes, Singles Awareness Day! I'm not bitter as I would like to be, I find it rather humourous so I think I will ( Read more... )

Well I think everything has calmed down for the moment. After the verbal assault on Saturday, I am doing fairly well. I am feeling rather good right now. Well technically i'm sick as a dog with sinisitus and a lung infection but besides that I am happy that things are over with me and greg like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It's over ( Read more... )

I am soo sick of life right now. I find it lately to be a never ending circus of crap piled upon crap. What ever happened to the good life? I just hate being in this position. Every wouldn't want to be in a bad position in there life but it happens and it's happening to me. Once i start to find that things are looking good, it always turns into ( Read more... )

So yeah, I think I have learnt one huge lesson. People don't change. I just got yelled so horribly by Greg, I have never been yelled at like that before in my life. Aparently I am some horrible vindictive person. I toke away his self-respect and dignity. He basically said I was a horrible person. I couldn't even believe it. The funny thing was the ( Read more... )

Ahh I am soo fustrated right now. Not only does my "estranged" bf treat me like shit, I get mad and now were not talking. Fuck..I am going to take this as a sign that were broken up... I don't care. I am going to find someone who can treat me better.

So Yeah, I started my new job yesterday at the East Toronto Detention centre, its pretty cool. I work in the finance office, and aswell I am covering switchboard and reception for next week while the receptionist is away. I'm really excited. I was scared at first working at a max. security prison but it is soo interesting, I am fascinated. Not that ( Read more... )

Well Adecco let me off the hook and tey are going to find me another more meatier more interesting job. Tommarow is my last day and I don't even think I could handle that! Oh god it is soo boring. Some good news though, someone came into my office and said hi to me today. The CEO's dog Scooby came in and hung out with me for like 30 minutes. Fun ( Read more... )

Okay I thought moving home would be different, a different adventure and a different pace of life. Just something new. Everything is falling apart. I never thought it was a grass is greener situation I just thought that it would be something different. Everything just went so wrong. I hate this, I feel as if I am in this huge rut and that there is ( Read more... )

The Holidays this year has been rather stressful. Good but stressful. I am soo sick of having to explain myself to my parents why I am taking a break from school and I am soo sick of the stupid lies and assumptions they tell family members which in turn have "Talks" with me. It just makes me want to scream. I am just as stressed as much as I would ( Read more... )

God I am just so homesick right now, which rarely happens to me. I am sick of peterborough. After the bat in my apartment on friday to finding out my neighbor downstairs one door down got evicted for selling crack. The man I called the cops on for beating his wife outside of the apartment building accorss the street. AHHH... This neighborhood has ( Read more... )