everything I own that is mechanical has died on me. i found a higher power (not exactly god). I am fucking working and moving non stop. i drink to much and i am going to see sage francis tomorrow! it's fine, i just need to breathe....and oh how i miss this world wide web ( Read more... )

is it too soon to even think about that word...you know, THAT word ( Read more... )

so, yeah I SAW ATMOSPHERE AND BLUEPRINT LAST NIGHT!!!! it was rad. and i did it all in the fucking arms of my delicious boy, sipping on a delicious margarita. wasted away again in margarita ville. i REALLY like this shit. all of it. I still have my normal broke ass maladies going on...but i just can't seem to shake off this good mood. and honestly ( Read more... )

i havn't stopped smiling since saturday. i am such a glutton for this boy, it's disgusting.
AND HE LIVES CLOSE BY!!!!
AND WE DIG EACHOTHER!!

yes. he's gorgeous and rad, and oh, um, stutter. shutter. shiver. (in all good ways)

and
yes, sorry...i'm a fucking dick...but what can you do?

I AM HAPPY!!!!

So would it be bad to make amends and just walk away ( Read more... )

"May a happy star always light your path."

i like.

i think i'm better now. i just don't give a fuck!
ha...what do ya know.

peace.

i am going into hiding for a little while. i really don't care to see anyone. i really don't care to see myself...but i can't it help that much. i am personally tired of hurting people...apparently i can't stop myself. something about me is just destructive. something about me just leaves a trail of negative energy ( Read more... )

i give up trying to make peace...because i just mess things up ( Read more... )

why can't people i love and adore JUST accept the fact that i want to be their friend? i really do love them, but not sexually....i don't want a relationship. friends mean more anyways. for real.
can't we just be friends?