i don't want to move! i took 2x the dose i usually take for depression because i've been a head case - it's the normal starting dose, that i couldn't handle before but after 3 weeks on the lower dose it was ok... but i have a wicked headache. could be meds, could be hormones, could be dehydration. also i rode my bike w lil G on the back... not ( Read more... )

I found this when looking through a box of Louis' high school papers. I wanted to make sure I had a 'copy' in a safe place, and this seems like a good option. Here goes ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm f-ing miserable.... the two days on meds sucked more life out of me... now i need to probably start on something else.... on a cool note, my mom told me bout a psychic reading she had, that the psychic mentioned louis as a gift and that he died once before and shouldn't have lived. i guess he stopped breathing when he was 4 hours old, ( Read more... )

ferrets... send healing thoughts... they are both on three types of meds, two they hate, one that makes them wriggle, froth at the mouth, gag, and one of them go roll in litter (luckily i'd just cleaned it. but she still got a quick bath) i hope it helps.

so, it'sunday, and i love my new church, but i'm having a hard time getting there. grr. and it's not based on my own motivation. i got up to shower and go, and g didn't want to go, fine... but john wouldn't get up, and suggested i ask her if she would want to go to the later one. 'yes' she said. then as it got to be time to go, she didn't want ( Read more... )

ugh, ten pm, two sinks full of dishes, getting up early - 8 maybe? - to drive nny to work, then go to the playgroup that my dad paid way too much for, but which we love... sigh. thanks dad. i don't think he or his friends ever read this anymore, but i do apprciate all he does for us. but i'm sooooo tired! always. it seems i cannot get enough ( Read more... )

i've been doing massive research tonight, well all on one website... but it seems that my old borderline personality disorder, has somehow morphed into bipolar II. maybe having the stability of a relationship that i'm not worried about being abandoned in, maybe having had so many huge hits in the last few years, and having to adopt a bit of flat ( Read more... )

Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. jimmy eat world score: 4
2. three days grace score: 4
3. incubus score: 4
4. photography score: 4
5. sex score: 4
6. stars score: 4
7. music score: 4
8. taking back sunday score: 4
9. concerts score: 4
10. snow patrol ( Read more... )

not to vent, but i just need to, yeah. it was a whopper. and kind of not really ready for it. otherwise i'd have shit out the denial i had and found a freakin sitter and been able to actually go to the hearing. ok so here's the deal. my bro's accident was at least a major part due to the poor design of the landing of the jump he took, and ( Read more... )

ok, so here again, mostly i can't keep up with life, myspace, myarbonne mail, aol mail, and relationships... but thought i'd check in and say hello.. hello.