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Opus is gone, and I am so sad
Opus was my first pet, a love from the very beginning. The first day I held her for almost an hour while she slept, and that set the stage for a very bonded person-pet relationship. I've had a special place in my heart for her since I got her, back in the fall of 2000. She just made it to 9 years old a couple weeks ago, and struggled with ( Read more... ) -
tired
and depressed again. but making progress, i went to the budhist meditation social at church, and it was really good. they did the chant, then talked about a silent meditation for 25 minutes, well i didn't think my shoulders would hold my head up that long, i hurt so much at first, then i relaxed, got to my (is it alpha or beta or something else) ( Read more... ) -
a memorial to Dee Dee
Jan 8 Dee Dee went in to the hospitas for a few days. She came home with meds, and was stable till this past weekend. Today is Feb 20, and I had to put her to sleep today. It was sad, but I was with her, and it was really lovely the way the DR was with me and her, and special to be able to hold her while she completely relaxed and then ( Read more... ) -
so...
today at work... G was a bit extra clingy this morning, and came in to get me, crying. i of coarse walked her back out, gave her a hug, and went back in. she came back to me crying, and i said well stay with me five more minutes. so she did... i brought her back out, and went to tend my sizzling oil and put in my onions to start up my soup, and ( Read more... ) -
a long day
yes. i didn't intent to go in today, but didn't get to clean up the classroom i'm in, because lil G got hurt when we were finishing up last night. She was totally fine after some ice, but that meant I had to finish today... which also meant i got sucked into helping another teacher today, which was ok, but i'm certainly putting it in as part of ( Read more... ) -
6.29 pm and starting bedtime.
yes, bedtime has finally gotten to a 'normal' time for lil G. this is great for when school starts. and now i have to gear myself up too for getting up earlier, because doing bedtime now gets her up at say 8 am or so... sometimes earlier... hopefully 8 for now. i just need to get myself up a lil earlier than that to get a shower and i'll be ( Read more... ) -
i'm getting a life
yep, got a job, getting life organized again, with a strict appropriate bedtime, for Lil G, getting shit done, and letting go of crap i no longer need. Yep! it's coming, can you hear it, chuga chuga chuga chuga... toot toot, i can do it. my 15 min of computer time and water is feeling long, that's so excellent. so yeah if i'm not posting here ( Read more... ) -
i'm a garden dork!
my pea plants sprouted! yay! so i have 7 itty bitty tomoato plants, a dozen or so pea sprouts you can barely see coming up from the dirt, hopefully some carrot seeds working their way into fruition, two raddish plants, and 3 broccoli plants. oh and two oregano babies, and hopefully some garlic chives that will sprout and flourish! i have to ( Read more... ) -
hahaha
so i just had a nice chat with my grandmother. mind you, when i say nice and chat, it's not what i'd say if i were talking to one of my friends, or even my daughter. last time i chatted with her, she pretty much damned me to hell for changing religions from the one i was 'born with.' i am quite happy with my u-u church, and i had thought she'd ( Read more... ) -
beach rocks
yes, i LOVE living walking distance to the beach. today we had a wonderful day out at long and short sands. it was great. oh how i love york. york york, the magical spork... wait, i'm feeling wierd silly tired. oh never mind. i just saw my last post was all poopey so i had to say hi, and let anyone know that happens upon this that i'm well ( Read more... )