so i don't know why i let other people and their shitty moods bother me. it's insane how happy i've been lately, and how unhappy other people have been. it feels like no matter how great i feel, other people can make me feel awful. if i dont make a huge effort to talk to some people, i won't hear from them. i'm so sick of making the effort, funny ( Read more... )

I haven't had much time for anything lately. i hung out with rachel today and we went to Toys R Us and bought some board games saying that we're going to play them but we probably wont. i got a new tattoo that matt did for me, it's just simple but it's the word "overcome" because i think it's nice to have an encouraging word around all the time. i' ( Read more... )

i've been working my ass off lately and now me knee is al swollen and hurts again. i should sue for workman's comp, stupid cracker barrel. but hopefully i'll be able to get this key holder position at my other job and quit having 2 jobs and stressing myself out. i'll find out in a couple of weeks.

guess who has a new ferret named Winnie? i saved her from the shelter and i love her!

i don't understand why people are so mean and have to talk shit and what not. it's ridiculous. i think i'm a pretty nice person, but the way that people have treated me throughout my life makes me want to never talk to anyone in fear of what they're going to say about me behind my back, or even to my face. i try really hard to be cool with people ( Read more... )

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i saw someone today that i haven't seen in awhile and said hi to her. it was just like an old reflex or something and she just looked at me like "are you seriously talking to me" and mumbled a hey. it makes me upset because i cant remember what happened to our friendship in the first place. i have no idea what went wrong and i have no idea why we ( Read more... )

photo class was lame today because there were no enlargers open so i went home and watched american idol. wow i'm a reality show loser ( Read more... )

i haven't done anything lately. I just started my photo class and guess who is in it. I don't know how i feel about that, i don't think that he'll ever not hate me but I wish that we all could just move on. the boyfriend is pretty pissed that i would suggest that but i just can't think of anythingthing else to do but get over it ( Read more... )