It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes And things we're all too young to know

[irish_barbie]

 still recall every summer night
like it was yesterday
the time would never end
and my friends were family
nothing mattered more
than the loyalty we had
now i'm a world away from everything we shared

read this and take it as you wish. call me crazy call me stupid or call me whatever you want. these are my feelings and my confusion. plus i'm allowed to

Comments

hey honey

[sharie742]

Hey my honey...
Sometimes the hardest thing is discovering that there was error in your judgement and even harder then that is freewillingly admitting it and admitting how you felt about it all ... I am there for you if you need to talk
luv ya girl
Shala

Re: hey honey

[irish_barbie]

sometime i really think that you are my guardian angel. You came out of now where... out of syber space and changed my life. You gave me happiness through dance and you gave me friends like yourself Karen and even gave me someone to see as a mother figure, your own. And you accepted me , no questions asked, just as i am, a little broken and a little messed up. And maybe i dont say this enough to you but i am so glad you read that silly journal entry that time, lately the only thing i have is dance and without you and the studio i would have nothing and no one to make me happy. Maybe i'm a little dramatic maybe a little crazy but this seems to be the truth to me ... thank you for everything and that comment was SO needed, and unbeleivably appreciated.

~A

[drnknund21]

hey... dont feel so down about the whole situation.... look at it this way.... ur only 18... u still have so much to do and so much to see.... so many people to meet and so many other unrelated problems to go through.... its life.... im glad u learned what it really is this early because later on it would be more painful and far more less appealing. not that its appealing now.. in any case.... im glad u were able to come out of this learning something..... im there for u whenever u need me, even though sometimes im not there physically and im sorry for that.... it hurts me to see u going through it like this.... best thing i revert to is, spring break is in two weeks.... get ready for some major rehab... (alcohol included)