In the workplace I really know I'm Transgendered

[irish_deutsch]

Overall I'm really happy to be returning to the Educational realm.....it's the right thing to do...However it does mean fairly orthodox presentation....and in my case orthodox male presentation.....which is ok for a short time....but long term deeply disturbs me...that's when I loose doubts about my T-S identity....The concept of a lifetime in such

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[taraxoxo]

You need to take care of yourself first. Having to be 'forced to identify' with a gender you are not 'by default' is abuse, and this needs to end for you.

[irish_deutsch]

thanks Tara...your right I know....sadly I don't know what else to do for now...if I do want to try to earn money....and pay for transition...I'll have to do it as a man....for now.....sadly.....Have to have faith that eventualy I'll get where I want to go....it is possible.... Likewise it is for you....

There was always careers that I genuinely wanted to pursue....but Trans issues were always a worry....always working in opposition to career advancement....But hey I have to accept who I am....and try to succeed anyway....to push and push hard...I'll never stop trying...I won't fight....I don't fight....but I'll never give up

I appreciate your support...remember that things do change and your Mum may change...if she see's that you are happier and functioning better....that's what most parents want...for their children to be happy....if she sees that you are....she might be too.