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I'd give anything for you to love me back. I thought I at least made you happy. Why are you doing this? Don't break up with me and then tell me YOU feel like shit. You broke my heart and made me cry. Why am I the one who's comforting you? I want so bad to just hate you and not care that you're unhappy. But all I really want to do is take you in my ( Read more... )

In real life, we probably wouldn't be able to work as a couple again. But in my head, I can't help but still love you somewhere back there despite everything you've done to me and everything I've said. I just wish I knew what really happened.

I want that moment.

What happened to me? What's the difference between this year and last year? I still have awful photos of me taken and I'm still inadequate, but this year seems a lot worse. I've been alone much too much. James is a great friend...but not good enough as a replacement.

Despite all you've done to me...I still think about you. And deep down, I probably still love you.

I am so contradictory. At least I know that having sex with him wouldn't make me feel any better. I hate myself for my weakness. Wow that was emo sounding. Meh.

I thought I'd get back at you by pretending to be yours again and to leave you wanting when I left. I didn't mean to fall back in love with you.

I wish I could be extremely blunt without being offensive. I'm looking forward to going back to California if only because I have a reliable source of er...well...you know. You're not offended right? It would be such a pity if I did. See the tears?