well tomorrow is christmas eve and i am going to be alone this year. John is stuck in south carolina and won't be able to make it here. Which i guess means that we proboly won't be getting married this year as we ahd planned. I guess everything happens for a reason but why does everything that happens to me seem to be bad. I can't beleive that this ( Read more... )

Well I have only one thing bad to say right now because i am a little ticked off. My friends husband likes to shoot off with mouth i guess and try to start problems. Well i nver said anything bad about jen to anyone but you christina and that is it. I am done on here to i guess because no one ever reads it and it's high school drama all over again ( Read more... )

Well today I tiik my mid-term for english, and I think I did pretty well. I am so tierd because I worked all night , and then I had to go to school. I am hoping to be able to go to bed soon but you never know. Well John has Been drinking alot lately, and it is bothering me. I know that he just got back from Iraq , but please...... He has been ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like like you were living a lie? That's all i can say. I am scared that things are not the way the should be. I know this girl who has tried her whole life to be good and kind and the world still shitted on her. What should she do. Should she still have faith that it will all work out in the end or should she just up on life. ( Read more... )

WELL TODAY I WORKED REALLY HARD AND I HAVE TWO MORE DAY TIL I HAVE ANY DAYS OFF. i ALSO WILL BE COMING HOME IN 9 DAYS AND COUNTING. I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE EVERY ONE. I REALLY MISS BEING AT HOME AND DOING ALL THE THINGS I WAS DOING BEFORE. BUT THE ARMY ALSO HAS GIVEN ME SOME REALL OPPERTUNITIES. WELL I AM TIRED BUT I WILL TRY AND WRITE SOME MORE ( Read more... )

WELL HERE I AM AGAIN. I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH THIS WHOLE ARMY THING THAT I HAVE NO TIME TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE. WELL I GET TO COME HOME ON THE FIRST OF OCTOBER AND I WILL BE GLAD TO VISIT MY HOME. wELL LAST NIGHT I GOT INTO A FIGHT WITH MY AUNT AND OLDER COUSIN. I SEEM TO FEEL SUCH HATRED TO THEM. I SHOULDN'T BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FAMILY BUT YOU ( Read more... )

Well this week has been real hard for me because it has been the anniversary of my mom passing away. It hurts so bad. I really wish i had a mom here to help me through some things in my life. I also got in so much trouble with my sergeants. I never get in trouble but lately i don't care about anything and it shows right now. Every one is worried ( Read more... )

WELL RIGHT NOW I M HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIEND BRITTANY AND HAVING FUN.I REALIZED THAT I FEEL BETTER WHEN I DON'T DRINK AND BE STUPID. I MISS EVERYONE AT HOME. WELL LATELY I REALIZED THAT I WANT MY EX BACK BUT I THINK HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. WELL IF HE DOES I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME AND BE HONEST SO I CAN MOVE ON. I LOVE HIM BUT I JUST WANT HIM TO BE ( Read more... )

WELL IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE HERE BUT I HAVE BEEN REAL BUSY. ALL I DO IS WORK AND SLEEP. i AM SO MOODY THE LAST COUPLE PF DAYS. I CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME SOON. I WILL GET MY CAR AND SEE MY UNCLE GET MARRIED. I AM SO EXCITED FOR HIM. I JUST WANT TO GIVE MY DAD A BIG HUG AND SEE THOSE I MISS THE MOST. BEING HERE IN THE MILITARY IS SUPOSE TO ( Read more... )

Well I slept like all day so I am feeling pretty good today which is good because i have to be to work at 10:00 tonight. I haven't been able to sleep the past week or so. I have had so much on my mind that it takes up my sleep time. I am feeling a little better to about everything that is going on except that my little cousin who is like my ( Read more... )