yaaay!!1 i broke my left wrist and my 7th rib on my left side...awesome!!! and then i lost the job i just got because of it!! awesome!!

i freaking heart auntumn and the month of october..my brother is coming home from iraq on the 20th?!?!?! soo excited?!?!

not moving to florida..cause the person who i was going to move in with is moving back in december..ugh..im stuck here in this cesspool..forever it seems..its beyond depressing

so i havent posted in awhile..so here we go..heres a post..in about a week and liek 5 or so odd days..im moving to fort lauderdale..so if anyoen whomight read this still wants to hang otu let me know..IM me on AIM -> AsYggdrasilBurns ( Read more... )

ha heres something fun..today is my oldest brother micheals birthday..yeah..ive never met him or my oldest sister beth...fun times....

still depressed..still alone..still wish i was dead..still wish something would remedy me being alive..

if i had a gun...i would use it to paint the walls with my fucking brians...so jenna no longer wants me to be a part of her life at all..in any way...because im upset she's leaving me to begin with and i dont think she even has good reasons to do so...yaay for me...looks like once again..i care to much about someone..and i get shit on in the end... ( Read more... )

being depressed sure is fun...

jenna and i broke up today..we got into a stupid fight..and she says she needs space...everyone elsei know has nothign but awesome thigns going on for them..and as usual..my life spirals ever so further..into shit...if nothing else..i hoep maybe someday..she can have what she deserves..im apparently not it

i feel truely dead inside

merry christmas..today sucked..i miss my brother alot..he's in bagdad right now..i havent talked to him in awhile..i hope he's safe