so I am going to start something new. I am going to post lyrics on a semi-daily basis. The lyrics wont necessarily have to do with anything other than the song i might be listening to at the moment, but it will gimme something to do ( Read more... )

So I miss Las Vegas. We had such a great time there and for the 2 months i've been home i've wanted to go back, is that sad? I miss New York New York and the Belagio....and the food, ya the food. I wanna go back soon.

All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces ( Read more... )

about 24 hours has passed and i feel even worse...i'm sitting here drunk more upset than i've been in a long time...how am i supposed to feel? ugly

SOOOO i feel ugly...thats it

umm i get to see wedding crashers tonight. Tomorrow is Hambo day. Sunday Mets game! good weekend? i think so!!!!
I cooked dinner tonight and it was amazing. A grilled pork chop and dill potatos...all from scratch, i even butchered the pig, or not. Vegas soon!!!!

so i graduated today...and right now i sit here alone. i guess i asked for a graduation present of someone punching me in the face and telling me how wrong i am?

So right now I'm shaking...I'm having the worst couple of weeks in my head and everytime i think i'm in the clear i'm not. I can't say anything right...i can't do anything right. I honestly don't care if you are thinking "stop feeling sorry for urself"...i honestly don't. I want to make people happy especially my gf, i want to be super social, i ( Read more... )

So I don't know whats goin on really. In general the past few days I feel useless...like I can't do anything right and its bringin me down. I just wanna be a better person, in every aspect and I'm trying real hard but the harder i try the harder I fall. I'm sorry to whoever I've been a dick to, or neglected, or just did wrong. So Im sitting here ( Read more... )

So it's 9:30 sunday morning, i'm waitin to get picked up to go to the Jets game...I can't wait, seriously, i need a good time today! Last night was interesting to say the least. I hate when something happens and it cheers you up for days and you look forward to having it happen again, and the day it could happen again, instead you get the complete ( Read more... )